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Chapter 15: Good for you

Connors POV
Michael looked back at the text his eyes widened.

"We need to go. Like now. Jeremy needs help."  Michael said standing up. He looked back at us

"I got Jared, Go help Jeremy" Michael looked at us and nodded before he ran out of the room, then out of the house

"You can stay with me Jared." I said and Jared smiled softly "Thanks.."

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nce I got to my house I explained what was happening with Jared to my parents and they let him stay here.

We walked to my room and Jared sat on my bed. I looked at him and pulled my phone and texted Evan saying to never talk to us ever again.
He needed to know what he did.

I looked back at jared and he sighed softly.  "I don't know if that was him or the squip.."

"Jared I don't care if it was him or not he hurt you. He is not our friend."

Jared nodded slowly.

God. I can't believe that Jared was going all through that. We should of seen and helped him.

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The next day

I walked into school annoyed. Jared was staying at my place today. I was angry at Jeremy for all of this. Angry at evan. Michael ran all the way to Jeremy's just to find out that he was at rehearsal. So Michael asked Mr heere to see if Jeremy was ok.. This morning he said that Jeremy told him that should grow up and face the facts that he wouldn't talk to him ever again
I was in thought when someone bummed into me. I snapped out and looked to see who it was.

It was Evan.

"Hansen." I growled as I looked at him.

He turned back to me. His eyes dull and he looked lifeless.

"What? Trying to apologize? It's too late for that."  I yelled at him

Evan looked at me and his eyes widened. He started shaking. violently

"I-I-Error-I- I help" he said as his eyes widened.

I looked at him. I was still angry but he needed help. This wasnt the monster. This was the evan I knew.

"woah.. Evan..?" I asked worried as I walked closer to him. "Hey.. are you ok?" I put my hand on his shoulder and he jerked back.

He shook his head frantically "nnnnnnnnnnnnn-yes" he looked at me shaking and started to back up before he ran off.

"Evan?!" I yelled back at him confused.  Something was wrong. They needed help. I looked around until I saw Michael and ran to him

(time squip until three weeks later bc school is about to start for me and I am getting ready OOOFF))

Michaels POV

Three weeks have past. So much stuff has been happening. we're been helping Jared. We hadn't heard anything from Evan after he.. Gliched out at school a few weeks ago.

Jeremy didn't have me on optic nerve blocking. He could see me. I saw him look at me then look away. All I knew was something was up

I was digging in my locker until I saw him walk to me. I growled and slammed my locker shut turning to him

"Jeremy." I said bluntly.

"Hi Michael.. "

"What. Come to tell me more awful stuff. About how I'm not your freind?"

"no.. Just he-my squip said I needed to talk to you.."

I rolled my eyes "About?"

"Other squips" the moment he said that I turned around.

"Michael wait!...look.. I have more! I want you to have one!" he said smiling at me.

"Are you kidding me Jeremy?!" I snapped at him turning around "After everything that happened?!

"No no.. . It can help Michael..We can be cool together. We can be player 1 and player 2 again!" he said smiling big. "Just like you wanted"

"You know what?" I said as I  walked closer to Jeremy.

"Im sick of you. No. I'm done with you ok? You want to be in a mental hospital because you can't get your Squip out? Fine by me! But I will never have a squip." I yelled at Jeremy,

his smile faded slowly and he looked down before looking back at me

"Michael I-" he reached his hand out but I slapped it away

"No. No but Michael. No. You hurt me. You hurt evan. You hurt Jared. You hurt Connor. You didn't even want to be friends! You know what? FINE! leave me like you left me in the bathroom. And now you want me to have a squip?!"

"But it can help. I miss you-"

"I miss you too Jeremy! Let me help you! Please.." I said a softly.

Jeremy looked at me and shook his head backing up "No.. NO. A squip can help.. It-it always helps"

"Jeremy let me help you please!" I said and walked closer to him.  He looked at me and shook his head.

"You need a squip to be happy..everyone needs a squip to be happy..they tell me that.."

"Then I guess I won't be happy" I said as I turned away.

"Fine. I guess we aren't friends. Never will be again. Your so full of yourself anyways" I heard him growl. I could feel his stare at me.

I looked at him one last time and walk away sadly shoving my hands in my hoodie pocket.

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I was outside my house, smoking pot and wearing a shirt and my boxers.

I looked at a box of old stuff me and Jeremy had. pictures...tickets..I sighed and started burning them one at a time. Pass memories I didn't want to remember.

He didn't want a friendship. Fine. I'm going to burn our friendship. A felt s

"Michael!" A familer voice called out. I turned around and my eyes widened.

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I ran away from my house the fastest I could to Connors, I threw on the first pair of pants I had and my hoodie.

When I got there I started banging on his door franticlly "connor!!" I ywlled and I kept banging on it until he opened it.

Connor opened door "What? Woah you look exhausted..what happened" he said as he let me inside and closed the door behind me.  I saw Jared sitting on the couch and he stood up.

"You ok Michael?" he asked looking at me

"Look..Mr heere.....Jeremy.. need to go now." I said taking deep breaths panting

"What's tonight..?"  Jared asked as he walked to me.

I looked back to them sighing

"The school play."