Connected || Be More Chill / Dear Evan Hansen || COMPLETED

Chapter 9: Only Us

Filter chapter?? Just some friendship bonding with Michael and connor stuff happeneds but isn't mentioned again and finals are coming up so slow BUT IN THE END OF MAY OR EARLY JUNE I WILL BE UPDATING THIS NON STOP

Connors POV
I felt like death. And no. I'm not hinting that Halloween is tommorow. Pure Death. I closed my eyes and groaned. Evan has been acting cold. Very cold. Ignoring us and talking to Jeremy...I want to know if he's o-

"CONNOR! WAKE UP WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!" Zoe yelled as she banged on the door knocking me out of my thoughts

"SHUT THE ______ ZOE!" I groaned

"I thought you promised Evan you would stop swearing!" She screamed though the door.

"ONLY WHEN HE IS AROUND!" I yelled back.

"WELL GET UP! DAD IS ABOUT TO LEAVE AND WE ARE LEAVING WITHOUT IF YOUR NOT READY!"

"TELL LARRY IM NOT GOING TODAY!"

"WHY?!"

"BECUASE IM HAVING A MENTAL HEALTH DAY! GOD ZOE! STOP TRYING TO GET IN MY BUSINESS!
I screamed. There was silents. Ever since my "attempt" last year zoe was more patient with me. A little nicer But I wasn't with her. She needs to grow up and learn I'm not going to change because of that.

"..fine If you need anything call mom." I heard footsteps storm ou and I groaned.  A few minutes later I swung my feet over my bed at stood up walking to the bathroom. I opened the cabinet and pulled out pills opening the cap, tilting it over but one came out

"dammit." I was out of anti-depressions. They don't really work, But mom and Evan begs me to have them. They want me to try to get better, so I guess I'm doing it for them. I threw away the pill bottle and single pill walking back to my bed and I grabbed my phone and dilled Michael. He was probably about to leave for school now.

"hey Michael"

"Hey, what's up?"

"Missing school...... Feel like death...... Out of anti-depressions......Wanna come with me to get more?"

"Yeah! Me missing school is a win. Be there in 10?"

"OK see you here"

I hung up the phone and looked in my mirror.  I grabbed a brush and brushed my hair until it looked decent. I threw on a dark blue hoodie, a gift from Evan . And a put on some sweatpants and boom.  Done.

•••

I walked down stairs, no one here if course. I saw a note from mom saying she will come check on me when she can and if I'm going out somewhere write where.  So I grabbed a paper and wrote I was going to the farmcy with a friend. I put the note next to moms just in case. I walked outside to wait to Michael

•••

I walked into the farmcy with Michael "Ok so this will only take a few mintues so want do you want to do after?"

He shrugged. "Eh walk and talk?"

"The lady that works here knows me super well, so I guess we can just go up go her and she will give it to me."

"im fine with that." Michael shrugged and we started walking to the counter to wait in the line until I froze and my eyes widen and I nudged Michael

"what?"

"look"

I pointed to a person in the front or the line. We were both confused.

It was Jared?