*Ava’s POV*
The anger and hurt within me is strong. I have been walking from James’s for about thirty minutes, I’m cold and lost and don’t have anyone to call.
I’d ring Tom but he’s not even in this country anymore. James wouldn’t pick me up and I don’t even want to see him, Connor’s probably planning on how my murder will take place and Brad and Tristan just don’t give a shit about me anymore.
I don’t blame them really, I was supposed to make Connor happy and instead I put him in hospital and drained his smile.
I dug around my bag and found my headphone, putting one in and playing my playlist on shuffle I set off walking again. I instantly froze; the park in front of me was only a five minute walk from Connor’s. I hesitated but soon decided that I needed to speak to him anyway.
The walk there was spent thinking, over running things I would say to him in my speech of apology. I was one to overthink everything and this time it proved its point.
By time I’d reached the door I’d already half talked myself out of even knocking. I went up the path and to the door anyway. I placed my hand over the door bell and pressed it, stepping back and waiting impatiently for Connor to open the door.
“Hello?” he pulled the door back stared at me, he looked shocked.
He was wearing nothing but a pair of joggers. I could help but trace his body with my eyes.
“What are you doing here?” he questioned, obviously he had no clue that I’d just broke up James.
“I came to speak to you” he huffed
“Where’s your boyfriend?” he asked, pulling me in the house.
“He’s erm not my boyfriend anymore” I shrugged
“He’s not?” Connor turned to me, staring into my eyes.
“No he’s not” I walked into the front room and sat on the couch.
“What happened?”
“We’ve been arguing for about a week or something, he’s angry because nobody would support our relationship, the stress of you being in hospital and also the fact I can’t get you out of my mind probably effected it too” he stared at me, wide eyes.
*Connor’s POV*
She sat there, her hair was wet from the rain. She still looked beautiful.
“Can I just tell you everything?” I asked, she nodded and so I moved back on the couch resting my back against it.
“when I woke up, your words that you’d said were running through my mind and I couldn’t get them out. Everything anyone said was replaced by yours. I tried so hard to fight myself so I could let you be with James but I could never sit there and let him have you. I love you so much, you’re everything to me and I know you love me. I don’t care about James but even Tris and Brad said that I don’t belong with anyone but you. You’ve made me the happiest person alive and the fact that I couldn’t be there for you for a whole month is heart breaking for me. I wish I could have made everything up to you after our break up but I couldn’t and I would have if this didn’t happen”
She looked at me and a single tear rolled from her eye, she went to wipe it but I got there before her and placed m thumb under her eye and wiped it away. She smiled shyly.
“I’m so sorry” she looked to the floor.
“Don’t be sorry” I pulled her chin up and looked at her, her eyes started right back into mine. I leant forward and kissed her. She placed her hand behind my head and ran her hands through my hair.
Neither of us broke the kiss, we sat there making out whilst she was getting frustrated.
“baby, come on” I broke the kiss first and pulled her upstairs.
When she walked in I pushed her up against the wall and placed my knee between her thighs. She moaned slightly when I took her lip between my teeth. Her hand travelled up and under my top, pulling it off and tossing it on the floor. She did the same with hers. No matter how many times I’ve seen her body I’m always lost for words when I see it again.
“You’re so beautiful” I whispered into her ears
She responded by pulling me back and causing us to fall onto the bed, me on top of her.
“I missed you so much” she told me between I kisses.
After our bedroom fun, we led there, our breathing heavy. She had her head on my chest and was playing with the sheets.
“I love you” I kissed her forehead and turned over so I was facing her.
She giggled “I love you too Con”
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Brave| Connor Ball
Fanfiction"I know you're lonely. I think you need someone to want you, well I do want you. So be brave, and want me back" Every day seems the same to me. I sit around and think about how alone I feel, then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness because it's the...
