*Ava’s POV*
It seems selfish, refusing to follow my husband whilst he achieves his dreams. But, when you look at it from my view it seems more selfish for him to follow his dreams.
We have a child, which we both adore, we’re married and have been for just over two years. I have a highly paid job and so does he.
It’s been three months since he brought the offer to the table and since those three months he’s bought a house out there, which myself and Alex won’t ever live in.
He’s leaving, not forever, but for five years. It’s sunk in now, the fact that I’ll basically be a single mum. Whenever parents ask me where alex’s dad is I’ll have to say ‘On tour’ or ‘working away’ it’s pretty shit this feeling.
“This reminds me from when I was going on tour” Connor laughed.
His flight was today, he had his five suitcases full of his clothes and shoes, Taking everything to remind me of him.
“Yeah”
“Can’t you stay here daddy” Alex whined
“Look, son, I have to do a lot of work in California, you’re mummy will be here with you, I’ll be with the boys but maybe sometimes you can come and visit, how does that sound”
“Good, I wish you could stay”
Connor embraced his son, these times were tough to put on a brave face.
I helped put the cases into the car before stepping back.
“I love you Ava, you know this will work, I’ll come home every two months like I said”
“I love you too and I know” a tear escaped my eye but I was quick to wipe it away.
Connor pulled me closer to his body, taking in his scent, I pushed my face into the crook of his neck.
“I love you so much” I cried
“I love you too, I love how this turned out, our marriage, our beautiful son, we have so much ahead of us, we just need to get through this and everything will be okay”
“I trust you”
“Good”
I kissed him for the last time, watched him get into his taxi and leave.
That was it, these next months would go so slowly.
*Connor’s POV*
The taxi ride to the airport was tough, I cried all the way and recovered for when I saw the boys.
Tristan was stood, he was also in tears.
His wife wouldn’t go either, she had her parents to look after and didn’t want to take Lucas away from them.
We all just looked at each other and sighed, this was it. Goodbye England, hello America.
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Two updates in one day, lucky youuuu.
i really want to get started on the new book, that's why i'm kind of rushing..
Do you guys want to know what the next book is called?
to clarify things, the next book is the life of Connor and Ava and the rest of the boys after they move to America.
it's kind of like part 2 for this book, a sequel:)
Thank you for reading, the next chapter is the last chapter for this book:(
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Brave| Connor Ball
Fanfiction"I know you're lonely. I think you need someone to want you, well I do want you. So be brave, and want me back" Every day seems the same to me. I sit around and think about how alone I feel, then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness because it's the...
