Trust (A Nash Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 31

Amnesia

•Skylar's POV•

Shawn just pulled the car into the garage at my beach house. I know I'll regret breaking up with Nash, but I guess it's something I have to do. I don't want it to me by fault if Nash loses his best friends. The fault in my relation, more like the fault in my life. When is there not anything wrong with my life? My so called family, Jake, Blake, Taylor being gone completely, Shawn being gone most the time for tour, everything.

I walk into my house to see all of the boys chatting in the living room. I have to act like nothing is wrong with Nash and I...for now. I almost hope he'll do something that would actually give me a reason to break up with him. He would suspect something if I just randomly broke his heart, along with mine.

Brent is the first to notice me as I walk in. "Hey! Sky is back!" He yells.

"Yeah," I stretch out the word with a fake smile at the end.

Nash comes to my side and places his hands in mine. "Are you okay?" He asks looking nervous.

"Yeah," I convince Nash. "Let's go mingle with everybody," I change the subject and walk towards the couches.

We all sit and chat until Shawn comes in a few minutes later with red, puffy eyes. "Shawn?" I'm concerned. "What's wrong?" I go to his side.

"Uhm, just come outside," Shawn leads me right back out from where I came in not when 20 minutes ago.

"Shawn?" I ask nervously with my wide eyes and shakes voice.

"I...saw Mom," Shawn manages to say.

"What?" I'm still as shocked as I was when I came outside again.

"She was just here. That's why I didn't come inside right away. I missed her so much. Her voice, her motherly advice, her care for us."

"Is she still here?" I question quietly.

"No. She wouldn't allow me to come and get you. She said now isn't the time."

"So those weren't tears of worry or sadness but joy?" I make sure Shawn wasn't actually crying.

"Yeah. I'm fine. It was almost shock and joy," Shawn explains.

"Well I'm glad you're happy. At least one of us saw her. I'd rather have it be her biological child than one who's not."

"I'm sorry Skylar. I didn't try to make you feel bad," Shawn apologizes for doing nothing. All he did was be excited to see his mother.

"You didn't do anything wrong. I'm fine, really."

"If you say so," Shawn finishes and walks inside.

"Bro! What happened?" I hear Aaron yell when Shawn walks back in. I know all the other boys were thinking the same thing.

"It's all good. I'm fine. I was just a little shocked," Shawn assures Aaron and the other boys.

"Alright. You'll have to tell us what it was exactly about eventually," Aaron ends.

Is it really already 5pm? Wow. Where did the time go? "Can we go out for dinner?" I ask realizing how hungry I am.

"Let's do it!" Cameron's voice echoes throughout the house. "Where to?"

"Taco Bell!" Brent jumps up and puts his hand in the air.

"How did we not see that coming?" Jack J asks.

"I'm not quite sure," Jack G responds.

"Any other options?" Nash questions.

"Red Robin," I say and add a smirk to my face hinting to the day when Nash asked me out and when I really connected with all of the guys.