Trust (A Nash Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Not This Life

I can't see, my eyes were being covered by two hands. I got scared to death. I did not expect that. I take the hands off expecting to see Nash. It wasn't Nash...

It is Jake. How did he even get through the door and past the boys unnoticed? "I can easily call one of the boys up here and you'll be fucking thrown out." I don't want to deal with Jake right now. I sound confident in my voice, but I'm actually really scared. He hurt me, more than he knows.

"I don't think you want to do that." He has this evil grin on his face. It creeps me out.

"W-Why?"

"Unless you want them...gone from your life. What about an emergency Magcon meeting? Only Magcon boys. Right before the tour too. You see Sky, I have more control than you think."

"Don't call me Sky," I mumble, hoping he can't hear and hit me.

"I'm going to ignore that," Jake steps closer to me. "Let's just say I have my ways of getting what I want, and you're what I want. I'm going to get you to be mine. One way or another."

"I can tell them that it's all fake. Bart wouldn't take orders from someone like you."

"You don't know what I'm capable of honey. Do you want to be mine now?"

"You're a sick person."

"As long as I have you, I don't care how it happens."

"I will never love you Jake." I can tell Jake is furious.

He picks up my lamp and throws it at me. I duck in time so it only hit a wall.

"Are you going to break up with your boyfriend? Or shall I call?"

I can't risk having Shawn out of my life again. I can't take any of this anymore. I fall to the ground in tears, "I'll break up with him."

"Jake, get away from Skylar." I hear a stern voice come from the doorway.

"I'm done here anyways. See you later Skylar." He walks out of the room, proud of what he has done. This is going to be just like before. I can't have my own life. Everyone has control over me.

"Sky, what happened? Why didn't you call one of us up here?" I look up to see ice-blue eyes looking into my green-blue eyes. Nash.

I might love him. He might love me, and I have to break both of our hearts. I have no choice but to be with Jake. "I'm sorry Nash. I can't." I still chock on my tears.

"You can't what?"

"This is going to hurt me more than it will hurt you Nash."

"What?" His voice is filling with worry. I look at him to see his eyes start to fill with tears.

"Us. I can't do us. It's not working out."

"W-Wh-Why?" He sounds so hurt.

"I just can't." I run out of the room and see Shawn standing at the bottom of the stairs.

I get to the bottom and start to cry. He grabs me and hugs me. "What happened?" Shawn asks.

"Jake. Nash. I'll explain more later." I am too hurt to talk.

"I know what will make you feel better."

Shawn picks me up and sits me on the couch. Nash still hasn't come down. I feel horrible. I was next to Taylor (Caniff) and Ariana. Taylor (friend) was next to Ariana, trying to calm me down from when I was crying. I've calmed down a little.