Trust (A Nash Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 21

Reliving the Memory

"How are you exactly not supposed to be in Magcon?!" I'm still in shock at the fact that Matthew said he wasn't supposed to be in Magcon.

"It's a long story." Matthew tries to get out of explaining.

"I have time." I insist, "Tell me."

"Fine. So the first day Bart picked everybody for Magcon, everything got mixed up. You know Sammy Wilkinson?" As Matt pauses, I nod my head, "Okay, so Sammy was actually supposed to be the one in Magcon. Not me. I don't know how, but I got sent that letter instead of Sam. Even though the letter said 'Sammy Wilkinson', I didn't notice it did until after I got there, but I still went. Sammy Willinson also got a letter. See, all Viners or Instagramers or Youtubers were sent a letter, but only the people that applied to be in Magcon. Sammy got my letter saying I was denied and I got Sammy's saying I made it. Sometimes I just feel so bad. I love all these fans so much and I've been lying to them. The only other person that knows about this is Bart, and of course Blake somehow found out. Bart said he didn't want to make Magcon look bad on the first tour stop, so he just told me he'd keep it a secret as long as I did." Matt finishes.

"Woah. How is this something you should be ashamed of? It isn't your fault. It is Bart's." I emphasize Bart.

"I thought the fans would hate me if they found out I wasn't actually supposed to be in Magcon." Matt says.

"True fans stay by your side, no matter what." Matt needs to understand that he has loyal fans, whether he's in Magcon or nah.

"Yeah, but not when I first started. If people knew I wasn't supposed to be in Magcon, they would have hated me. They still might hate me if they knew."

"You don't know that, Matt. Come on." I insist.

"Well what am I supposed to do? Tell them? That's not going to happen."

"And why can't that happen?" I raise my eyebrows at Matthew.

"Like I said, the fans." Matt says matter-of-factly.

"You really care about these fans, don't you?"

"Yeah. More than anything. They're the reason I am who I am. If it wasn't for them, I'd still be this loser who just made some vines."

"I never knew you felt that way, but like I said, if they are you're true fans, they'll stick by your side." I insist.

"You're right. I'm going to tell my fans the truth. They deserve to know." Matt confirms.

The door to my hospital room opens as Nash talks, "Skylar, can I talk to you? Alone."

I roll my eyes and look away at the gray-blue curtains, "Whatever,"

Matthew walks out of the room. Nash starts to talk once the door fully closes. "Skylar, please talk to me. You said that I was the one who made you lose your memory. Why would you think that? I love you. We love each other."

"That's what I thought, but I guess I was wrong." I still haven't looked into Nash's eyes. If I do, I will end up forgiving him, and that can't happen. He can't just be forgiven for something huge like what he did.

"What did I do exactly? How would you even know I am supposedly the one who made you lose your memory?"

I turn to face Nash. I look into his big blue eyes staring back at me. "I remember, okay. You hurt me Nash, in more ways than one. Just leave me be. I don't want to see you again." I look down at my hands that are on my lap.

"Haven't we been through enough? We've gone through so many opsticles to be together? For the millionth time, I love you Sky. Why would you think I would do that to you? I just don't understand."

I glance back up at Nash to see him looking down. His face is stained with tears. I quickly look down at my hands again as Nash's face rises. "I know what I saw Nash. You were standing above me," I pause as I recreate the memory in my mind, "and on the floor, was broken glass. Obviously you would have been the one to do that."

"I was helping you! I saw you laying on the floor when I woke up and obviously I would help you! Do you want to know why I would help you?! Because I love you! I would never hurt you in any way!" Nash argues.

"How can I believe you? How am I supposed to know you're telling the truth?" I yell, "I love you, I really do, so much. I just don't want to be hurt over and over again!"

"Why would I have any reason to lie about this? Jake even said before that he was the one who hurt you! Jake is the type of person who would do that to you, not the guy who loves you!" Nash states as a fact.

My nose starts to tingle, and that means I'm about to cry. Things never turn out good when I cry. Why does my life have to be full of so much drama? I relive all the horrible memories every single night in my dreams. I just have one question that I always ask myself, 'Why me?'.

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