Trust (A Nash Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 28

Same Girl, Different Personality

•Skylar's POV•

Even though it has only been a day since Taylor left, I just know everything won't be the same. I have not eaten anything, but I have been drinking some water that Nash brings me. I can tell he wants me to get out of this slump, but I don't think I will unless I ever see Tay again, and I know he's never coming to see me. I can tell I am depressed, but I guess that won't really matter since I'll just forget about everything soon enough.

Dr Franklin's words have been repeating in my head the whole time. Just bits and pieces like:
"Forget everything, even a person completely,"
"Losing your memory, all of it, slowly,"
"No visitors, no calls, no texts, no internet, no phone,"

How can one person I haven't even known for a year affect my life so much? I miss Taylor. In just this one day I have been laying in my bedroom and staring at the ceiling. My thoughts? Taylor, how this will affect the rest of the boys, everything being my fault. If Taylor plans on never seeing me again, how is he supposed to go to Magcon? Nash, Shawn, Cameron, Aaron, Matthew, Carter, Jack and Jack, Hayes, Brent, Jacob, and Dylan (Dauzat) are always around me, how are they supposed to keep their family bond with Taylor? If they separate, it'll be all my fault. Do you know how much hate I'll get from the fans if they were to find out Taylor leaving Magcon would be my fault? I still can't believe my last talk with Taylor was us yelling back and forth at each other. If he really loved me, why would he leave me?

Nash has tried to get me out of this room, it hasn't worked. I heard him tell me that the rest of the boys, Ariana, and Taylor are coming to visit me .They are going to be here in a few hours. He had to specify that it was my friend Taylor. Why would he? I know that Taylor isn't coming back to see me.

I might as well make myself look decent if everyone is going to be here. I slowly get out of bed and my eyes become a blur. In a few seconds, I can see clearly again. I walk to my closet, grab a random shirt out of my closet. Figures, the first shirt I pick has a picture of Taylor on the front. "Well that is getting burnt," I mumble to myself and throw the shirt somewhere in my room off to the side. I take a plain black shirt with the words "Aero NYC 87" down the side. I walk to my dresser and take a pair of dark wash shorts. To top the look off, I brush my hair, put on a little makeup, and throw a beanie over my hair. I look at myself in the mirror, I'm decent. Decent enough for my "family" and best friends.

I walk out of the room to see Nash sitting on the couch watching tv. He suddenly looks up at me after he hears my footsteps. "Sky!" He says, surprised and smiles like an idiot.

"Hey," I say as if it isn't surprising that I'm out of that room.

"The flight landed early. Everybody will be here in a few minutes," Nash informs me.

"Great..." I say noting the fact that I am actually not excited at all.

"Come on. Lighten up. You still have all of us."

'Not the people I'm really close to! I mean yeah, I have you, but Taylor is gone and Shawn is going to be on tour with Austin, then who knows how his career will take off."

"He'll still make time for you. Always," a different voice says. I turn my to the door.

"Shawn?" I'm wide-eyed. I tear up as I go to hug him. This is exactly what I needed since I lost Taylor.

"I missed you Sky," Shawn states.

"I missed you more. Why aren't you on tour?"

"I canceled it," Shawn says a bit sad, but then smiles at the fact that he'll get to see me more. I guess he doesn't realize that I'm not going to be with them when they go on tour for Magcon. Then again, I haven't even mentioned that at all.