"One for sorrow
Two for joy
Three for a girl
Four for a boy
Five for silver
Six for gold
Seven for a secret never to be told.."
-Magpie Rhyme
They say birds of a feather flock together, right? Well there's seven girls in my group, not counting Justin because he's not exactly a Wondercolt.
Seven..
Seven girls...
I have a secret not to be told...
Ironic, isn't it? The brunette with a bad attitude towards people who care for her, has a secret that she's kept since she was four.
"I guess I truly am the bad guy after all..." ~MJ, 2018
I got into an arguement today about my new year resolution. I made a promise to myself that I'll start being a bit nicer, that I'll start letting people in...
Well guess what? I'm still a fucking bitch and I still push people away!
Angel called me a mistake
Chloe called me a coward
Amelia called me a bad ending to the happy story
I called myself a piece of worthless trash.
It doesn't matter what I do anymore. I distance myself so I can protect my friends, family (which is basically the people I care about more than just as friends [Lilly, G, Maryana, and Travis]) and people I trust.
The next chapter of this book is a little one shot of a thing that happened earlier on the phone. I'll be using a song instead because that's what we were technically doing.
I tried to get them to see that our new year resolutions are just a hunch of lies to ourselves to make us seem like better people.
And yet, I get put into the anxiety slot.
NO ONE FUCKING LISTENS TO MY OPINIONS ANYMORE! ONE OF THESE DAYS SOMEONE'S GONNA DO SOMETHING AND I'M GOING TO BE THERE JUST TO SAY "Told ya so."
Just. Like.When. Lynn. Left.
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