I wake up. I see a fan spinning around making a tic-tic sound. I glance around to see a blue painted wall with silky white curtains. I knew exactly where I was. In my own room. I start crying immediatly thinking about what had happened last night.
I throw my phone across the room letting out my frustrations. I sob for a while letting out a waterfall of tears. My heart was beating fast thinking about the moment over and over again.
I get up and take slow steps to my phone that was thrown across the room. I was angry, sad, but mostly dissapointed . I put so much trust in him and loved him so much . Gosh, I'm stupid I think closing my eyes.
I look down at my phone to see a text from Tracy.
Tracy: hey, really sorry about last night. Bright side is I was able to get u in your house without your mom noticing... 🙄
I look at the time.
3:30am
I would have to get ready for school in a few hours.
I sigh and get back into bed. I pull a shirt from under me and go to sleep.
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"You okay? "
I didn't have to look up to know it was the library teacher.
"Yeah. " I almost whimper.
I listen as her heels click as she walks away. I let out a sigh and bite my lip. I was still mad. I was more than mad, I am furious. I kept on thinking about him and what I would do when I saw him again. I wanted to smack him, hit him, feel my pain. I wanted to crash his new car his mom gave him a week ago.
I was just on the verge of crying when a bag is thrown at the table.
"Food. "Tracy says sitting across from me.
"I don't even know why I'm here? "I say shaking my head.
"Because your not a little beotch"she says dipping her nugget.
"Well, " I look down on the ground. "I feel like one. "
It was taking a lot for me not to cry. I was pretty sure my eyes were watering noticeably.
"Don't let him make you feel like this girl, he is stupid, I mean come on your so freaking hot and every guy... "
I interrupt.
"Is that it though," I say. "Just attractive. "
Tracy looks at me and sighs.
I look down and Huff. Then look back at her again.
"Sorry. "I croak.
I lick my dry lips.
"I just don't want to talk about it anymore. "I say.
Tracy nods understandingly.
I go for a frie eating slowly, staring at the corner of a desk. I pretend to do my work for class but my mind is way somewhere else.
Focus. I tell myself.
Question 1: why was Alexander chosen to be...
Treys face popped up again.
I write down a random answer and keep going.
Question 2: What did the...
The image of the girl behind Trey made my stomach hurt and my heart beat.
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The Things we keep in the Dark
RastgeleI was just a an average school girl. Hanging with friends,goofing with classmates, barely passing classes. It seemed like life was just so great that nothing could get bad....but it did. What we did last night was so horrible that dark secrets are g...