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'i wouldn't like me if i met me.'


a palette of strange

colours you were

to me. a sour taste

you left on the right side

of my brain.


it was clear to me,

this could not be

the thing they

spoke of on those

tall movie screens.


but maybe something in my head.

an acceptance letter,

my heart has written off as dead.


maybe just a little closer

maybe just another taste

let me play with the

idea a little longer...

' to be loved by you '


and not the inevitability

my childish loving heart

secretly knowing that there

wouldn't even be a start.


'cause we'd burn out, burn out, my dear.


your heart grabbing smile

was the sun to my icarus.

and heaven sighed whenever

your eyelashes batted over

your sun-kissed face.

sadly the truth laid in

the shadow rain of my trust.

and my love sat in

the unconscious train of lust.

so heaven cried when

i turned my back to

your confessing lungs.

breathing out syllable after syllable

of gut-wrenching suffocated pride.


maybe just a little closer

maybe just another taste

let me play with the

idea a little longer...

' to be loved by you '


and i know i'm way

too young, to even

consider a future

in which i am not alone.

but just let me dwell

within my cold sighs

and not think of the

inevitability...


that we'd burn out.

we'd burn out, my dear.

burn out. that's one thing

that's all too clear.

let me play with the

idea a little longer...

' to be loved b--but we'd burn out.

we'd burn out, my dear.

burn out.

we'd burn out

my dear. that's one

thing that's clear.



we'd burn out,

we'd never last.


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