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' and i will try to fix you'
this was small. like us. like the smiles we shared on bus rides, in halls, in a forgotten memory that ended up being just a dream. we were too much of the same, both a wreckage of a train, with large engravings screaming at people to 'RUN AWAY, RUN AWAY'. he wouldn't mind if you and i would try to find something in between this mass destruction. but i realized, three years later, that that mess was not what i wanted. it was just the comfort of knowing that someone would understand. you would understand. you would've understood. (i think. )
there's not much more to say. i could imagine what we would taste, if we would've taken a leap-- if you would've seen me, if i would've been a touch to the right and you a touch to the left and our shoulders had brushed together instead of rubbed then bled. i would've liked to have brushed our indifference's aside, pulled at each others pride's and look into each others eyes, to see that you were merely a reflection of me, a cold mirror that i wish i could make to agree. wish that could love me. now, if i were to brush our indifference's aside, pull at our pride's and look into your eyes, all i would see, is the hallow past i've run away from and a shard of something i used to drown in.
