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' because with you, i feel alive with you'
i don't miss you. i'm sorry if i'm harsh, but we were always truthful with one another it would be weird to stop.
i don't miss any part of you, is that mean of me to say? is that a horrible way to show you that i'm perfectly okay ( without you )
i'm not sorry, have no regrets. i ended it. i would end it again, there was nothing left for me to give, you had run me dry, it was time to split -to say goodbye-.
you deserve more at the end of the day, because you were nothing but good, pure, warmth, your arms slung around my heart. you were so much comfort and love. a blissful yellow that collapsed in the meadow of my cold mind. a daisy white, that bled for me day and night, with a sweet hymn that plowed through my fields. you were a wishful drizzle after a humid day, a crack, a beautiful break. but that was all that you were, just comfort and warmth, salty tears that drip over my arms, pure blue that slipped into my cracks and a fulfilling sigh that blew through my hair. you were just lonely, i was too, so i guess we just fell through. it's hard to admit that this was all there was, just a dry kiss in a daze that blew mist over our sheltered eyes. you made me feel alive for a while, or at least you made me feel safe. so safe between all the hectic ache and pain. we were a pretty pair that just worked for a month or two, but it was nothing temporary that would've stood through.
i'm not sorry, have no regrets. i ended it. i would end it again, there was nothing left for us to do, our hands may have fitted perfectly, one into two, but our minds and mouths just wouldn't work in sync to the melody that our hearts would beat.
