" he made me love him so much, and I don't know whether to be happy or miserable "
In which an idol in disguise falls in love with her bully.
The start is kinda bad, but it gets better.
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As I was at home, I got dressed into a blue collared shirt and a short white skirt, as the event wasn't very formal.
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I then straightened my hair, and applied light makeup.
As soon as I got to the music event, I was greeted by many stars, who were actually quite close friends with me.
I decided to sit next to Ji-eun (IU) since she was pretty much my best friend.
We sat down together, and the ceremony soon started.
Many famous groups and artists went on the stage and performed their songs, and it was an amazing performance altogether.
The atmosphere was fantastic, and coming here every year was one of my favourite things to do.
Soon, it was my turn to go up on stage.
I walked up on the stage, and the lights dimmed down, so it wasn't blinding me anymore.
"Hey everyone! I know that I usually perform my new songs on stage every year, but my comeback is unfortunately being postponed until next year, which I am very sorry for, but instead, I've decided to say a few things that have been on my mind recently" I started.
'Okay, here goes' I thought before continuing my speech.
"I've always believed that every single person had to have good in them, no matter who they were, what they had done and I will continue to believe this. But, that doesn't mean that everything people do is right." I said, and paused before starting again.
"To me it's pretty much the opposite. Doing bad things doesn't make us a bad person, but it might lead us believe that we are, so in these peoples minds, it's only normal to continue doing bad things, to show people who they think is the real them, but that is everything but right."
'Jennie and Yoongi , I swear you will regret trying to annoy me' I thought
"When you tell yourself you're bad, you will believe that you are, and I need everyone to stop doubting themselves. It may not be easy to turn everything you've done around, but saying sorry to those you've hurt, or trying to fix what you've broken can help a lot. When people do this, we can help ourselves believe that we can be good people, and you will be able to see that it is anything but difficult."
I sighed before starting to speak again.
"That brings me on to say something that has been bothering me for a while now. Bullying."
