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~ Y/N POV ~

I was walking down the school halls, heading to class, when Yoongi suddenly walked in front of me.

I stopped walking, and looked at him. I finally saw everything he felt swimming in the surface of his eyes. You can always tell how people are feeling from their eyes.

And Yoongi's held so much stress and sadness.

Ji-Eun's conversation with me had really opened my eyes, and I saw Yoongi in a new light.

No, I didn't suddenly love him. And no, what he did isn't suddenly right. And no, I don't pity him. But, I somehow related to him.

We both were brought up in rich families, and could have anything we wanted. But I always felt lonely. Unwanted. It was almost like I was a nuisance, and I hated to feel that way.

I can only imagine what he must be feeling.

I smiled at him lightly, and nodded my head, walking past him to class. I didn't turn around to see the surprise on his face, but I sat down in my normal seat, beside Taehyung.

I was originally beside Jennie, but Jennie complained I was distracting her so I moved. I'm pretty glad.

I pretty much dozed off during most of the class, and when it ended, I bolted out to break.

Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook were already at the table we sat at, at the cafeteria, and I sat down beside Jimin.

They were finishing up their conversation about overwatch or something.

"Why didn't you tell me about why Yoongi bullied me?" I asked, trying not to sound too rude.

Taehyung and Jungkook exchanged looks, but Jimin asked, "How do you know?"

"Ji-Eun told me on the weekend," I wanted to continue, but Taehyung gasped and looked at Jungkook with excitement, so I sighed, "you might as well tell him"

Jungkook told Taehyung that I was T.G, and I swear Taehyung almost exploded.

He was obviously a fan, and it really warmed my heart.

He calmed down after a bit, and I started up the conversation again, "If he cared so much about his grades, I could have just let him beat me. My grades aren't as important to my future as they are to him. My life is set, but his isn't. If he needs to be the best, you guys could have just told me"

Jungkook looked a bit annoyed, "It isn't about you getting bullied. It's about him knowing that he can't do that. He can't just try and sabotage everyone in his way, it's really stupid"

I nodded, he was right. "But that doesn't mean you couldn't tell me"

Taehyung sighed, "I didn't really think we should've. It was really personal to him, and even though we aren't his friends anymore, it doesn't feel right telling others his secrets. Like, if we had an argument or something, I couldn't, nor wouldn't ever tell anyone your secrets. They're not for me to tell. At least that's what I feel"