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~ Y/N POV ~

No one was there to help me... and i was scared.

The silence returned, and I felt like I was loosing sanity. Loneliness, silence and hate was everywhere in this place, and I felt like it was ripping me into pieces I could never come back from.

But soon, a light filled my vision, and it was like the room was ripping apart, so the light could shine.

I then felt the soft fabrics of my bed, and I realised it was all a dream. But, it didn't stop it from being so real.

Pain lingered in my stomach, from what my mind had experienced, and sweat was sticking throughout my body.

I slowly pushed myself up, only to realise I was sobbing uncontrollably through my sleep, as my eyes were sore, my face was wet, and my pillow was near drenched.

I looked at the time and it read '3:34'.

Well, I can't sleep now.

I walked over to the bathroom, and splashed water to my face.

The dream must have meant something... dreams like that, don't happen for no reason.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror, my E/C eyes, where now basically red from crying, and huge bags where visible under my tired eyes.

Fantastic.

Now I'll look even worse for school.

I had a shower, brushed my teeth, put in my braces and glasses, did my hair then had my breakfast.

About 5 minutes had passed, when my makeup artist finally came and did my makeup.

It was only about 6:30 when I had completely finished... so I had about 2 hours before school started.

Well... I guess I'll be super early then.

I walked over to school, arriving at about 7.

I was actually pretty surprised that the school was open, and not locked since it was so early.

The quietness was comfortable, as I listened to the birds in the early morning, and the slight rustle of the wind, unlike the constant chatter I'm used to at school.

But the silence was almost incomparable to my dream. If you were to close your eyes and listen to this silence, you would drift off into a comfortable sleep. But the silence in my dream was something that woke you up, it woke you up with tears in your eyes and sweat drenching your body.

I went to my locker and grabbed my stuff, and head to my classroom.

I noticed nobody was inside, but when I turned the handle to open the door, it was locked.

Why did you not think of that before Y/N?

I groaned, and went to sit beside the door, until the teacher came.

I scrolled on instagram, and replied to a few dm's fans texted me.

They would be happy, hopefully. Knowing that I could easily brighten a day made my job a lot more enjoyable.