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~ Yoongi POV ~

T.G's words rung through my head.

Do something without reason? They didn't even glance my way?

Does it matter? They get what they deserve. All these 'nerds' deserve every insult, every punch, and every kick.

And, I don't back down from challenges.

~ 2 years ago ~

I was walking down the hallways, suddenly spotting Ji-Eun. She glanced at me, and rolled her eyes, turning away.

She had these big black glasses, her hair always tied in a low ponytail, almost zero effort shown into it.

She wasn't ugly at all, actually really pretty, and I wasn't sure why she had always presented herself in such a careless, messy way.

Her clothes sometimes didn't even match at all.

But I didn't hate her for that. In all honesty, I didn't care.

But I cared about how good she was in her studies. You could always see her in the library studying, and she was always the most focused on the teacher during every class, no friends to distract her.

She supposedly had a gorgeous friend from another friend, but I never saw her.

Probably just some stupid rumour, to make it seem like she had at least one friend. Wouldn't be surprised if she made it herself.

But she was always top of the class. In every test, assessment, pop quiz. Anything. She aced it all, top of the class.

I hated it.

My father always pushed me to be the best. To have the best grades in the class, and I tried hard for it. And I was always top of the class.

It was rewarding,and I felt like my father was proud of me.

That is, until she came.

I could only get second place , no matter how hard I tried. Sometimes I would push everyone away just to study, but I could never be as good as her.

My father started getting upset with me, beating me and shouting at me to do better. And I was doing better, and my grades were almost perfect, but they weren't the best.

And if I couldn't do better, she just had to do worse. Or leave the school.

So that's why I started to harass her, just hoping one day it would distract her, take up her time, or she would get so fed up she would leave.

But I was furious now. It had almost been two years since I started, and she seemed almost unbothered.

My father was neglecting me more and more, and I couldn't deal with it. My mother was gone, so he was all I had left.

And Ji-Eun told the school about what I was doing, and my father was furious. He beat me, shouted at me, and I had to leave to sleep at Hoseok's place. I was scared for my life.

I turned Ji-eun around roughly, pushing her so she crashed roughly against the wall.

She winced, dropping her belongings, until they fell to the ground. She suddenly pulled down her sleeves, and I scoffed. "Are you ashamed? Ashamed of your little bruises? You're weak. They're nothing compared to what I want to do now." I sneered, taking in her expression.

She frowned, "I'm weak? Your are! I can't believe you're doing all this because I have better grades then you! That's just sick!" She looked to the ground, but she didn't look scared, "please stay away from me."

I scoffed, bending down to tie my shoe laces, then taking hold of her leg, pulling it. She gasped, losing balance and crashing down, her head crashing against the floor.

I stood up, dragging her to an empty room. Along the way Jungkook, Taehyung, Jimin, Jin, Namjoon and Hoseok followed behind.

Ji-Eun started crying, shaking her feet, trying to get me to drop her, but I didn't. I dragged her the whole way, and since class had already started, no one was around.

"You're disgusting! You're a terrible human, you know that? Is this what happens to people better then you?" She shouted, while Jin closed the door.

"Fine! Beat up everyone better then you! Shout at them, until people see how much of a terrible human you are! Until you get the karma you deserve! I dare you!" She screamed, sweat glistening on her forehead.

I scoffed, rolling my eyes, "dare accepted"

I beat her up badly that day, and Jimin called the ambulance. It's not like I didn't regret it, because I did.

I'm not heartless, and I felt terrible about putting her in that condition. And it was even more embarrassing when she started becoming more and more famous.

But, she left school, for good, and I was back to being the best in my class.

Jungkook and Taehyung left our friend group, and to say I wasn't unbelievably guilty and sad about it would be a lie. I made a promise to Jimin I wouldn't physically hurt anyone anymore, and I wanted to keep it.

Because I didn't know anyone that would be better then me would come.

But Y/N came, and she was effortlessly smart. You didn't see her study, but she was top of the class. And I knew that she would that smart as soon as I saw her, with the way her eyes gleamed. Just like how Ji-Eun's did.

My father was back to neglecting me, and I had to stay with Hoseok for the time being, until I got Y/N to leave as well.

Or until I graduated, but I remembered what Ji-Eun said the last time I saw her. 'Beat up everyone better then you. Shout at them, until people see how much of a terrible human you are! Until you get the karma you deserve. I dare you'

It's exactly what I did.

A/N
A lot of people are reading this, but I don't really like it... like it's kind of a really bad story.
But I want to make it make sense! So I didn't make Yoongi some random bully that just does stuff for no reason, so yeah. I don't like those kind of stuff.
Um, vote if you want.. thanks for reading!