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026

~ Namjoon POV ~

I ran my fingers through my hair frustratedly.

Neither Yoongi nor Y/N had come to school for a week now, and I had felt like it was my fault. My fault that Yoongi couldn't bare to see us. My fault that Y/N couldn't stand being near us.

Jin pat my back. "You good?"

I sighed, looking over to him, "no. No I'm not"

He looked down, "Yeh, neither. I wonder if we should've just talked to Yoongi instead of leaving him. If he continues being with Changkyun it's going to ruin him."

I nodded, "He must be so devastated as well. Everyone he cared about left him"

Jin flinched.

We sat in silence after. Not a word was exchanged.

Thoughts ran through our heads.

Stuff about Yoongi. Stuff about Y/N. Stuff about Changkyun.

I glanced at the time, and groaned. "Hoseok was supposed to come half an hour ago."

Jin glanced at me, "go easy on him. He's taking all this so hard. You know how close he was to Yoongi. They were practically brothers"

I'm not sure why, but I felt a pang in my chest hearing his words, and I covered my face in my hands.

God, why did this have to happen?

Hoseok had finally opened the door to Jin's, gloomily walking in.

He seemed so tired and sad. Not like the usual sunshine he was. It almost scared me.

"Hey guys." He mumbled, wiping his face as if there were tears on it.

He'd probably been crying before he came.

Anyone could tell.

The red nose, red eyes and red face made it a given.

Jin and I exchanged glances, and smiled at him. He didn't see though as he walked to the bed and jumped on it.

"I'm so confused guys. I feel like everything hasn't sunk in yet" he mumbled, and turned to bury his head in the pillows.

I hummed, and Jin responded, "I cant believe it even happened"

Hoseok looked at Jin, "Was leaving him even worth it? We've been friends seen we were children! What if everything  Y/N said was fake? And even if it were true, we don't even know her!" He begun getting angry.

I sighed, "even if she did lie, it's no excuse to everything else he's done. Like what about IU"

Hoseok begun getting frustrated, and angry tears formed in his eyes, "I don't know if I even care! Sure, it was shitty, but I love him! He's basically my brother."

He was finally sobbing, "You forgive your brothers"

I bit my shaking lip, and looked away.