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~ Y/N POV ~

"Wait... you're getting close to Yoongi as revenge, because he's bullying you because you look like a nerd, then you'll tell him that you're actually T.G who is friends with him, which will supposedly teach him some kind of life lesson?"

I was silent, and stared at Jungkook.

"Are you not surprised that I'm T.G though? You seem pretty chill about it" I said, silently worrying about him freaking or something like that.

"Um, it kind of makes sense though. Why the teacher asked for your autograph, why T.G made that speech as well as her sudden break from work, as well as you leaving right opposite. I'm actually more surprised that Jimin find out before me"

He paused, looking up at me with a hurt expression, "I'm offended" then he placed a hand on his chest, where his heart was.

I scoffed, "sure"

"Well, I'm meeting up with Yoongi now, so... bye" I waved, and walked off, but Jungkook grabbed my wrist quickly, and I turned around in surprise.

"I think you should get closer to him. Make him open up. You made a speech using his name, and you obviously wouldn't have forgotten it. Push him into saying something about it and go from there. The closer you are to him the more regret he will feel, and I'm sure he would never bully anyone ever again, no matter why he did it in the first place"

I blinked at him.

I know I want to be friends with Yoongi, but it's not like I want to know every thing about his life and why he has done the things he did to me.

But, it did make me wonder about something.

"Why does he bully me? Like it happens in movies and all that, the nerd gets bullied. But, he must have a reason right?" I asked, curiosity dripping from every word I said.

Jungkook lightly smiled at me, "You should ask him yourself"

I sighed, and looked at the time. I was already almost ten minutes late.

"Um, sure. I have to go now"

He nodded at me, and I ran to the cafe, pulling a black mask over my face.

I looked around, finding Yoongi. He had his head resting on his hand, the other hand scrolling though something on his phone.

I paused and looked at him. He really was amazingly good looking.

His perfect, almost porcelain looking skin, could make anyone jealous. His hair, recently dyed black, looked so soft I just wanted to run my hands through it for hours. His eyes were black and mesmerising, and I could stare at them all day if i could.

And those lips, they looked so kissable.

His eyes suddenly met mine, and a smile formed on his lips. He waved shyly at me, and I felt my face getting hot. Did I really just think that? Ew.

I scurried over to the table he was sitting at, and sat the chair opposite him.

"Hi!" I squeaked, and he said hey back right after.

He asked me how my day was, and I responded that it was okay. "How was yours?" I said afterward, and he shrugged.

"It was alright I guess. I have this one teacher though, and he is just the worst!" I zoned out after a bit, studying all of his features.

He had his eyes furrowed, and he seemed really upset. His bottom lip sometimes came out a little, and when he paused a pouted, and it reminded me of a little kid.

He made me want to pinch his cheeks so bad!

"Are you listening? Y/N?" I finally snapped out of my trance, and Yoongi was staring at me, concerned. "Sorry, I think I just left for a second?" I said.

Wow, I really think I'm going a bit mad.

He smiled at me teasingly, "am I that boring"

I shrugged, "maybe"

He blinked, "I didn't think you were going to respond like that. I don't know what to say anymore." I giggled, and looked outside.

Suddenly Jungkooks words rung through my head, and I got really curious again.

Why did he bully me? It's kind of weird and random. I feel like I'm in one of those strange kid movies, with some bully who just bullies people for no reason, or in a poorly written Fanfiction, written by some author who has no idea what they're doing, and just writes stuff.

Its so confusing.

"Are you the Yoongi I mentioned in my speech? The Yoongi that bullied my friend? The Yoongi in that group... BTS? I've just been wondering if you are."

I looked over at him, meeting his eyes. His mouth was open a little, and he didn't say anything.

He sighed, "what if I am?"

I groaned, "why did you do it? Bully someone without reason. Beat them up even though they didn't glance your way. It makes no sense, and I don't get it no matter how I think of it"

He poked his tongue in the side of his mouth, "It's not like you were there. I have my reasons, and I don't think I want to tell you."

I scoffed, "not like I was there? I know everything. The fact that the second they had walked in people already knew it was going to happen. That your little girlfriend is just as bad, and that she's all you care about! I know what happened! And I don't think any reasons are good enough to let you do those things!"

His breathing was loud, and he was clearly upset. He stood up loudly, and without looking at me said with his teeth clenching, "I better go. Bye."

I didn't respond, and when he had finally left, i groaned and let my head hit the desk.

"What to do, what to do?" I mumbled to myself.

I pulled out my phone, and dialled a contact I hadn't in a while. I wanted to know what was happening.

"Hey... what's up?"

"Hi Ji-eun, do you think we could talk?"

A/N
Okay, don't hate me, I know I haven't updated in god knows how long, so I'm sooo sorry!
But... happy new year everyone! Even if it's late.
I keep getting confused with what I'm writing, cuz I have an idea, then I get another one, and write it, but it messes with my first one.
So this story line is confusing me, but hopefully it's making sense as I write it.
Also, the next chapter will hopefully shine some light from like the past or something.
Thanks for reading!