fake • rjs

chapter twenty-two

"millie, huh." julia laughed at the other line, "never knew she was your type."

yes the plan jacob set called 'make julia notice me' succeeded. julia did saw the story and quickly called him around 7pm.

"no, actually." jacob chuckled.

this girl literally dont have any idea that SHE'S my type.

there was silence, until jacob heard the doorbell ring from the opposite line.

"oh, wait up. i think it's lucas." she said and giggled silently.

jacob just rolled his eyes waiting to hear her voice again.

he heard her open the door and let out a gasp.

jacob was alarmed, "what's wrong?"

"..someone left a gift infront of my door." julia said.

"well check if there's a name tag to find out who it was."

"there's nothing on it." the girl said who was literally pouting because of disappointment.

"what is it, by the way?"

"f-flowers, chocolates and a.." she paused and opened it, seeing a sky blue teddy bear.

".. a teddy bear."

"who sent it, though?"

"lucas, i think." she giggled again.

jacob clenched his jaw, "well, i think the person who sent that really liked you and cares for you."

"i texted lucas, he said he never sent me something." julia said with a tone of disappointment in her voice.

"that's a shame. well, i think i need to go now." jacob said and before he pressed end, julia spoke up;

"j-jacob.. thank you!"

jacob felt a lump form in his throat.

"f-for what?"

".. the gifts.. thank you for sending them.."

jacob paused.

was i seriously that obvious?

he thought.

and he admits, he was a bit disappointed that julia thinks that it was lucas who sent her the lovey dovey stuffs because he wanted her to find out herself that he was the one who did.

and on the other hand, he doesn't want her to find out too. yeah, what a fucked up mind.

who or what can he blame? he dont just wants her attention but craves. the obsessed asf lad craved for her.

"i saw it.. i saw the paper bag and the bear because it was placed on the table in your studio." julia paused.

"is it really from you..?" she continued.

jacob felt as if he's raging. jumbled emotions of anger and sadness was all he's feeling.

"what if it was, julia? what if it fucking was from me!?" jacob cursed.

"i-i dont know.. why tho?"

"what if it was really from me, julia!? would you even fucking give a shit!?" he said again. he was hurt, though julia already knew about it, he knew to himself that she'll never care. she sees him as a friend after all.

"i will, you're my friend and i think it's so sweet of you to send me these." julia complimented so jacob wouldn't yell or go off again but still, it made him angrier at the fact that she just said she saw him as a friend.

"there you go! it finally slipped out of your goddamn mouth that you only see me as your friend. tell me, what's with that lucas dick that wasn't in me?" jacob said and the fact that he's angry and yelling at the girl who's on another line makes his stomach sick but that wasn't a priority for now.

"wh-what do you mean?" she acts innocently and she really was. she never knew nothing, julia was only straight focused, she cant even feel all the things jacob did and showed her.

"dont you really have any idea? i like you, julia. i have fucking feelings for you for a long time now and you're an idiot for not realizing it until now that I've spilled it myself!" he screamed.

after that, he pressed the end call and blocked her number right away.

jacob wiped off the tears he didnt even know he let out until now.

a/n:

omg why am i like this.

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