"Meet me at church Keondre"
"Alright I'll see you then"
"Okay bye"
"Bye"
END OF PHONE CALL
"I don't get why you won't give him a chance LaLa. He seems like he really wants you"
"He's done more than you'd think. On our first outing he pulled a gun out on some dudes that was beefing with his crew or whatever, in front of me. He was yelling and it was just a lot that night. Then when we went to New York he tried to get me comfortable enough to have sex with him but it back fired on him. And he basically kidnapped me and gave me an ultimatum when we went to Hawaii and he put me in danger making me lie to people"
"Wow that is a lot. I didn't know he did all of that"
"Yeah that's what happened. But I just wanted him to get saved. When I figured that wasn't happening I stopped but now he won't leave me alone. And I just found out him and Lily were dating at some point"
"What?"
"Yeah and he was threatening her because she was talking to Josh and he was like she's still mine but "supposedly" he don't feel the same way anymore"
"Now that's real new to me"
"Who you telling but that's not all. He got Lily pregnant but she got an abortion because she didn't want my mom to know she wasn't a virgin anymore"
"Are you serious? Please me you're joking"
"I wish. That's sad for real like where do they find that okay?"
"I don't know but that's all the way wrong. I don't even know what to say"
"I know but I'm going get out of here and let you go back to sleep"
"Okay girl be safe", she said hugging me.
"I will"
I hugged Le'Ron and he locked the door when I left. I drove to the church and sure enough Keondre was there. I pulled up parking besides his car and he got out getting into mines.
"Hey Lalani", he said sweetly like he was a whole different person
"Look Keondre I'm...", before I could finish he leaned over and kissed me
I was going to break away from it but it started getting good. Eventually I pulled away but he spoke before I could.
"Lalani I'm sorry. I can't even stop apologizing and not only am I trying to get you to forgive me I'm trying to some way somehow forgive myself. I'm learning and understanding that every female isn't the same and I can't treat them the same, it's just that I'm used to dating the same type of girls so I could treat them the same way, but with you I have to treat like the beautiful queen you are. And you only wanted what was best for me but I didn't know what was best for me and I've never had a woman treat me that way before except my mom. And believe it or not I've been praying, asking God to forgive me for the wrong I've done to you and asking that you'll forgive me and give me another chance to do right by you. Please, I don't want to go another night crying for you"
I got teary eyed real fast. I didn't know what to say or how to even respond.
"Keondre I don't even know what to say"
"Just say that you won't quit on me. Especially now with my mom dying"
"I won't leave you Keondre. I'm here for you. Just be honest with me. If you really mean what you said then stop lying to me. Stop keeping secrets from me"
"I won't. Anything you want to know I'll tell you. I promise"
"I know you'll tell me but will you tell me the truth"
He took a long pause and turned his head so he wasn't looking me in my eyes anymore.
"Keondre!"
"LaLa have sex with me"
"What?"
"Have sex with me. I just want to be in you"
"You already know I'm saving myself until marriage"
"I know but I won't care because I'm going to be the one you'll marry", okay so he think he slick. He didn't really want to have sex he just wanted to say that.
"You're not the man I plan on marrying Keondre"
"Why not? I mean nobody is perfect..."
"I know Keondre, I know but I'm already seeing someone and I see myself being with them for a long time and maybe eventually marriage and kids"
"Please tell me your lying", a flash of hurt formed in his eyes after I said that.
"I'm not though. He does the same thing as you but he's not with the thug life. I can deal with a lot but we're not even together and you put me through a lot. I do promise to be here for you though, I just can't be here the way you want me to be"
I saw all hurt in his eyes and I felt bad. I honestly did but I am still human and I can only take so much. I wasn't going to tell anyone about Keith and I until I was all the way sure we were there in our relationship but I can't hide it much longer especially since he's asked me to move in with him.
"Lala...please. Just...please tell me you're not serious", he eventually said looking like he was going to cry.
"I'm not Keondre. I-you-we just aren't met for each other", I said trying to find the correct words get him to understand where I was coming from.
"I would've done anything. Anything to be compatible with you. I was willing to do everything in my power to be with you but as long as you're happy right?", he started reaching for the door.
"Keondre..."
"I'll see you at church on Sunday"
He left out the car trying not cry but when I seen him sit in his car I could see the tears falling as he screamed and banged on the steering wheel. I actually cried a little myself but this is best for us. He can live his life and I can live mines. It's for the best right?
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WOW WASN'T THINKING LALA HAD SOMEBODY ALREADY BUT MORE INFO ABOUT HIM WILL BE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER
SORRY 4 THE WAIT I USED TO TYPE ON MY LAPTOP BUT COMPLICATIONS HAPPENED WITH THAT SO IM ON MY TABLET NOW & THE KEYBOARD TAKES FOREVER 4 ME 2 TYPE AND I GET REALLY DISTRACTED VERY EASILY SO JUST BARE WITH ME UNTIL LIKE OCTOBER WHEN I GET AN IPAD, THEN I'LL B ABLE 2 TYPE LIKE I WANT 2.
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