5SOS Preferences & Imagines (COMPLETED)

Bad Anxiety Days

I am NOT romanticising anxiety, it is a common issue among young people, and I myself struggle with it. It's not as serious as some teenagers but I still struggle with it. But I figured seeing as it's so common and people are more comfortable speaking about it, I wanted to write about it.

Calum:

When you're having a bad anxiety day, Calum will make sure you get lots of cuddles, and kisses if you're up for it. Sometimes you might even just ask him to leave you alone for a bit, and he does. But he makes sure you know that he's there if you need him. He'll kiss your head and let you have some alone time.
On Tour: When Calum is on tour, and you're having a bad day of anxiety, you send him the emoji that you both agreed on to let him know, the blue heart. When you send him this blue heart, no matter where he is, he will send you random videos of him and the boys doing weird ass crap throughout the day that make you laugh. They make you feel a lot better.

Ashton:

If you're having a bad day of anxiety, Ashton keeps to himself, he knows that if you need him, you'll come to him. But sometimes all you need is cuddles and it'll help, and Ashton is always up for cuddles. He'll cuddle the living daylights out of you if it means you're feeling better.
On Tour: If you start to feel anxious while Ashton is away, you call him. And if he doesn't answer straight away, you can be sure he'll call you back. He'd spend all day or night, depending on where he is talking on the phone with you because he knows that it makes you feel better and he is willing to go to the ends of the earth for you to make you happy.

Luke:

When Luke feels anxious, he doesn't tell you. But you can instantly tell. He becomes really quiet, he doesn't speak at all. You'll go to wherever he is in the house, living room, bedroom, kitchen, wherever, and you'll sit beside him. He'll put his hand in yours, resting his head on your shoulder. You'll sit back on where you're sitting, the bed or the couch, he'll rest his head on your chest, his soft fluffy curls tickling your neck and his arms will go around your torso. You have one arm around his back and the other playing with his hair or sometimes softly caressing his face.
On Tour: If Luke is anxious on tour, one of the boys will call you and they'll arrange a Skype call. You'll all talk to each other but then eventually the boys will go and do their own thing, leaving Luke and you by yourselves. Luke will carry the laptop to his bunk and lie down and talk to you. You'd both eventually fall asleep, the Skype call still going, until one of the boys sees it and turns it off after smiling at the two of you, glad that you could settle Luke's anxiousness a bit.

Michael:

When Michael is badly anxious certain days, he'll go for a walk with your dog for a few hours, and then when he gets back you'll both talk, and it would end with you holding him in your arms as he slept softly and you'd both fall asleep together.
On Tour: Michael will text you the day after the bad day telling you not to worry, it would usually go something like this: "Had a bad anxiety day yesterday. But I'm okay, and I had the boys. I also thought about you a lot, about how lucky I am and it helped me feel better :) But I'm just letting you know because I love you and you're the best. I can't wait to see your beautiful face again. Not long now :) xo."