Good Guys Finish Lasting

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Your POV

I've been sitting in the lounge for quite some time. Hoseok had refused and had refused to tell me the reason for refusing me. What could he have done so wrong that he calls himself filthy? Did he kill someone?
No
Hobi is such a sweet heart, he wouldn't hurt a fly.
Then what?
I kept wondering but got no answer.
I wish I had her sister's number so I could ask her but I was never really attached to her so well when she left for states I didn't bother getting her number, I'm regretting it now.
I sighed. Rolling on the floor, I was about to give up when a name popped in my head.
Leo!
Hobi and Leo were together in Japan for a while. He must know something.
I fished out my phone and called him
He didn't pick up.
I looked at the clock.
It was 2 am.
I stand up.
"It's my only opinion." I whisper. If Leo isn't picking up, I'll just go to his house for answers. I run out where I meet an unexpected person who scared the shit out of me as he stood there under the moonless
Sky.

"Yoongi?" He stood there looking like a silhouette. It was scary, "You're Yoongi right?"

"Is Hoseok in?" What the fuck? He didn't answer me.

"I killed him. Who might you be?"

"..." After a moment of silence he spoke again, "Yes."

"He's not coming out of his room."

"Why?"

"He said he was filthy and is keeping his distance from me."

"He still thinks that?" Yoongi turned to leave but his wants made me feel like he knew something so I ran up to him and stopped him in his path.

"If you know something please let me know."
He spared me a glance.

"You're the panda girl right?" His voice was low and heavy as it always has been. He doesn't say much but yet his explanation is clear.

"Panda..." I repeat the word and then realized the nickname, "Yes!! Yes that's me!!"

He hands me some papers, "Give them to Hoseok."
I nod and then he removes my hand that was on his arms, stopping his from going back.

"Hoseok killed his elder sister." He says in his usual calm voice.

"What?"

"Who was 6 weeks pregnant." He turns around and leaves as I stand there confused.
The night was as dark and chilly as the news I just learned of.

Wait. This isn't possible. Why would he kill her?
I shook my head in denial. I need to know what happened. There has to some mistake.

I turn around and go back in. Slowly I open the door to Hoseok's room. He seemed asleep. Quietly, I walked up to him but got worried as I saw him sweating and trembling in his sleep.

"Noona..." He whispered , "Dawon noona... I'm sorry..."
And even though I wanted to I couldn't wake him up.

Author's POV

Uwaaaaaaahhhhhh. I don't even know what I'm writing. I feel like I have no life purpose. Tch! Aot season3 should hurry up so I can binge watch it.