The Show ((Luke Brooks Fanfic))

Chapter 14

I SWEAR MY CHAPTERS ARE GETTING SHORTER BUT MORE PACKED... I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT AND HELP ME GET TO 1K READS<<3 omg like how is that even possible, I literally suck.

Ily all, Bec

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*Bennie's POV*

My body stays limp on the floor as my mind races through all the places I could have left it. I remember putting it near my desk but now it's not there.

I roll onto my back and stare at the ceiling emotionlessly as the teases roll down my cheek.

It had everything in.

It has to be here, no one comes in my room.

I force my body weight up and throw furniture out of my way, they fall to the floor and I can hear my mum walking up the stairs probably to complain about the noise. She knocks on my door but I don't want to open it so I shout across to the other side. I try my best not to sound sad while I speak or she will most likely come into my room and get answers from me.

"Sorry, I'm just rearranging my room." I say.

"Do you need help?" She questions and I shake my head.

"No, no it's a surprise." I reply and I hear her feet walk back down the stairs and into the kitchen where it sounds like she's turning on the kettle.

I search around for the most important and secret item I own. If I lost it, I wouldn't be able to cope. I can't even...

My shoulders start moving up and down heavily with my breathing and I start to feel my legs going weak, but I don't stop looking. My eyes scan my surroundings and the walls look like they're thinning and getting closer. My floor starts to feel like it's moving under my feet but I'm not moving. I grab hold of the desk as I shove through paper on my desk,still determined to find it. My chest starts to ache and I feel everything getting hot against my body. My hands shake more than they've ever shook before and my breaths get shorter while I feel myself getting dizzy.

I'm having a panic attack.

I can't breathe.

"Can't.. Breathe." I huff as my chest moves up and down at a fast pace.

*Luke's POV*

"I can't be this person, I can't be someone who hurts someone with issues. Someone as damaged as her." Beau whispers.

"She's not damaged, she just stuck." I say trying to persuade him and although I don't want to admit it, myself as well.

Bennie. It sounds like a different name now.

"We should go take the camera down." Beau taps my shoulder.

"I don't know..."

"C'mon." He stands up.

"No Beau." I stand along him but after a couple of seconds I walk up to the stairs to join Jai and James.

When I enter the room, they're eyes are wide and they are pale as fuck.

"Um..."

"I think she's...erm.. dead..." James raises an eyebrow and I watch as he chews the insides of his cheek.

"What are you on?" I fake laugh, hoping that they are joking.

"She just fell down and no movement has been made since..." Jai coughs.

I walk closer and hold my hand out for the laptop to be given to me but the boys just sit still looking at me. I see Jai clench his jaw and I feel giddy inside. My stomach churns as I think of a dead body lying on her floor. My mind races through all the possibilities that could have caused it, she didn't see the camera so I sort of mentally cross that one out. Maybe she is ill.

Maybe she was ill.

"What... what happened before she...she w-went down?" I stutter, feeling sharp pains in my face.

"She..." James says before exchanging glances with Jai.

I pace around my room with my hand holding my head up, like Bennie did in class.

"We should tell the police, fuck. No, the police will question us. When they search her room..." I gape.

"They will find the cameras and we will get..." Jai says.

"Caught." James whispers.

"What about Bennie though?" I question and it feels like a mistake to ask.

Jai gulps and looks back to me with a strange look on his face, which begins to turn into a smile...

I raise my eyebrows and both of the boys burst into fits of laughter.

"Shit man, you got so fucking scared!" Jai teases, whipping my left hip with a piece of dirty clothing.

I don't hesitate to jump on top of him and hold him down by his neck. He struggles against me as James laughs along still assuming that it's a joke. I hold down harder and he pushes me but I have the upper hand so he has nothing on me. I grin at him and I see horror flash in his eyes.

"How's this fucking joke?!" I scream, with a smirk on my face. "Who's laughing now!"

James face turns scared and he attempts to yank me off the weakened body that belonged to my twin.

"Get off him! You're gonna kill your fucking brother! Beau! Fuck! Beau, help!" James shouts.

I hear the door open behind me and in seconds I'm on the floor being held down by my older sibling. My eyes watch Jai as he stays still on the bed and James hovers over him, almost crying.

I push against Beau, stand up and pat down my top. I take one last glimpse at my twin before exiting the room and the house.