Forbidden love...(on hold)

Part Fourteen...

We drove to a mansion outside of town. We all got out and went inside to find Darnel on the couch with a half naked girl on his lap they were watching some movie. He turned to us and told Jake to get us ready to stay for a while.

We were all escorted to our own rooms where we found a change of cloths. He told us all to get dressed and we did as we were told I couldn’t help but notice that I looked like I was going to a vampire party, the cloths he had me and Cassandra wear looked similar to what we have locked in a drawer In my room. My skirt was a ruffled black mini the top was a long sleeve black top with holes going along the top of the sleeves going to my neck. Cassandra’s was a white skirt that looked similar to mine her top was off the shoulder short sleeve with a tank underneath. We both had fishnet stockings and black high heals, maybe about three inches. Jake came back to get us, we walked what appeared to be Darnel’s bedroom as he lead us to the living room we walked over to the couch but when we looked down we saw a horrifying sight Nate and Shane were laying immobile on the couch. 

I jolted up out of bed in shock. I turned towered Nate who was passed out in bed. My memories flooded back to me from yesterday, nothing with Jake or Darnel happened not the vision not the office situation. I shook my head trying to organize my thoughts I flipped the covers off of me I walked down the stairs to the kitchen to get a drink I grabbed out a bottle of blood and chugged it. My mind cleared almost immediately then  I grabbed out a bottle of water I hopped onto the counter next to the fridge. 

“Nightmare?” I jumped at the sound of Kevin’s voice. I looked up at him and smiled.

“Ya, what’s your excuse?” I asked as he reached into the fridge and grabbed a water too. He closed the fridge and stood opposite of me in the kitchens before answering.

“Nightmare.” he crossed his arm and frowned

“Wanna talk about it?” I asked leaning my head against the fridge.

“Tempting but no.” he smiled at me. “I was kinda thinking you should be the one talking.” his cheery face turned serious on me.

“It was just a dream,” I rubbed my arms nervously I really didn’t want to tell my future brother in law any of my dream.

“Lizzy it  is never just a nightmare with you,” he told me, “you forget I was their most of your life you can’t fool me.”

“I know but I have to keep telling my self it was just a dream,” I told him sliding off the counter, “If I don’t I will never sleep, goodnight brother.” I began walking out of the kitchen when I heard him softly call after me.

“Goodnight, sis.” his voice was remorseful and it made me curious but not enough to turn around and ask him about it.

When I got up stairs Nate wasn’t snoring atrociously so I slipped into his bed right between his arms and fell asleep. This time I didn’t dream I just slept in mental serenity.

The next morning  I awoke still in Nate’s arms but he was awake he was propped up on his right arm watching me grinning like I’ve never seen him grin before.

“Morning baby.” he said. “how’d you sleep?”

“What time is it?” I asked rubbing my eyes.

“Four thirty,” he replied giving me a grin I recognized.

“Ahh what is up with you brothers and that stupid grin?” I grunted exasperated throwing the covers off me and getting out of his bed. 

“Where are you going?” he laughed. His words triggered an idea of something I haven’t done in a while.

“To make breakfast.” I smiled tilting my head.

“We don’t have any bacon,” he informed me.

“I will go buy some than,” I told him grabbing my jeans and a change of shirt out of my drawer. I headed into the bathroom, changed, did my hair and my makeup, then I went back into the bedroom grabbing my purse and keys on my way out. On my way  downstairs I saw Peter who was also dressed and invited him to come to the store with me he agreed and we headed out. I drove to the local Fry’s and parked close to the doors.

“Hello,” a woman at the counter said when I put 20 monster energy drinks, five packs of bacon, three cartons of eggs, and a box of Bisquick on the counter. She cheeked us out and we went to the car.

“What is up with breakfast?” he asked as I started the car.

“Nothing I used to do it with my dad whenever I had a nightmare,” I explained, “it keeps my head and my hands busy, Nate did it with me after everything happened that week. Every time I have a nightmare bad enough to cause me tears I get up and I make a big breakfast. No one skips a meal so I take it they like my cooking.”

“Lizzy you are amazing,” he smiles shaking his head.

“Why is that?” I asked.

“Because you cook, you clean, you raise little kids, you go to high school, all while everyone else lives normal lives.” he explained, “ how do you do it?”

“You make it sound hard. First of all my family’s important to me I make them food and clean their messes because I love them,” I grinned, “ I have to go to school because that’s how I was raised, The kids are a group effort I’m never alone when raising them, and for everyone’s normal lives I have one, this is normal to me.”

He was silent for a moment then shrugged “I guess I don’t really have a place to talk this isn’t normal to me yet.” he stated grinning from ear to ear. “ for a long time normal was formulas, needles, and test tubes.”

I felt tears in my eyes so I turned my head just enough so that he couldn’t see them as they fell. I cleared my voice as I pulled into my driveway. I grabbed some of the bags and Peter grabbed the others and we walked into the house. everyone was still asleep so the house was silent.

“To the kitchen we go,” Peter said softly when he looked at me, I had forgot to hide the tears still falling down my face. When we got to the kitchen we put down all the groceries and he turned towered me grabbing my hands from at my sides, “Lizzy I love you, you know that right?” all I could do was node. “Then why do you just have to always blame yourself? It was my choice I went of my own free will. Even if you tried to stop me I would never would have listened. You were far to important to me. I would have hated myself if you had gone missing.”

The tears fell harder “I felt that, Cassandra hated me because I was supposed to be the one they took, she wished it was me!” I cried shaking my head. “it was not my week I lost you, Cassandra, and my parents in the proximity of  six days!”

“Lizzy I’m sorry,” he said. He wrapped his arms around me as a voice behind us spoke up.

“I didn’t really hate you Lizzy.” I tuned to see Cassandra and Danny standing at the door to the kitchen. “I was  miserable without Peter, you blamed yourself so I did too.”

“Um can I be self centered for a second but I’m hungry.” Danny smiled shyly, as we all started laughing at Danny I wiped the tears from my eyes moving to the groceries. As I cooked Cassandra played the ‘Framing Hanley: A Promise To Burn’ CD and we all talked. Slowly the others joined us. Breakfast was finished being eaten at about six O’clock. I took the kids upstairs remembering I had to get the little kids dressed and to school. When I got home to pick up everyone else, Nate and Shane had left to go somewhere. 

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