Confessions From A True Fuck-Up

Everyone who has changed me.

Cc- you are the mostly amazing you person ever. You dont care what anybody else thinks of you and your not afraid of nothing. And I admire you. You have inspired me to be the best me ever.

Cb- you are the SHADE QUEEN. And i love it. You always stand up for your friends and you never let anybody tell you anything. Youre smart, youre funny, youre beautiful and youre gonna be okay.

NA- my evil genius. The only person i respect and fear more than anyone on earth, besides my grandmother. You are a genius. So smart, so kind and so helpful. Quiet but bold. Invested but slow paced. But more than anything, I love you and its been an honor getting to know you.

KSJ- my model daughter. So beautiful. You are. You text me a dumb weird hours but i cant even be mad because of how awesome you are. You always make me laugh and you always make me happy and you always make me worried about your mental state. Youre amazing kay. 😙😙

PG- you are the kindest soul i have ever met in my life. You give and you give and expect nothing and more importantly you give to me. You help me, you guide me and you love me and I love you right back.

NA- you got sass, and i love it girl. Love you. Thanks you loving me.

CM- you are one lucky son of a bitch that I love you. You are the most incredible person ever known and your amazing. You listen to me and never judge me, youve always been by my side, walked right up to me and said we are friend niw even though you didnt even know me and that was the greatest words ive ever heard in my life. You are so incredibly you that no one could ever top it. I love you man. More than you will ever you. Because you are a huge part of me. I lot of work. But a huge part.

AC- Girl. Idk where to start. First off, youre crazy. Your insane, your impulsive, your off the charts, offensive and dirty. But also, your funny, inventive, free spirted, unique, honest, mature for your age and beautiful. Its funny because youre the one person I can never quit. Once I cancel someone, I cancel them. But you. I never can. I love you. And i know you dont think that but I do. Even when Im mad at you, furious even. Even when I say i will never forgive you. Even when I make fun of you and even I complain about you. I love you and dont let anybody tell you different. I will always be here for you just like you are for me. Youre my girl. And im sorry if i sucked at showing it. You have always stopped to listen to me, lied for me, covered for me, you me in trouble, got me out of trouble, helped me and supported me and I thank you for it everyday. Because you are awesome. Amazing, Naïve, Alliring, Loving, Innocent, Sassy and Everything good.

GW- I have no idea where to start. I dont have any words for you. But let me try. You are perfect, smart, incredible, understanding, supportive, funny, inappropriate and my best friend. You never gave up on me. Even when I thought you would. You always wanted to be there even when we were 5 and 4. You have been the one person who has always been honest with me even if I didnt like it. Always been there for me, always trusted me and always loved me. And I love you right back. More than anything. People ask me why i dont just date you and honestly, its because I dont have to. Youre already my soul mate. My other half. The reason im not dead or in jail. Because something inside of me that I call Physcho wont let me. Physcho is you. The one girl im afraid to dissapoint. The one girl i never wanna face when you get mad at me, the one girl who can control my temper, the one girl who knows everything about me, the one girl who i can never get mad at because youre so desperately helplessy clueless in the best way. Always looking for the good in people. I dont know what you saw in me. But the good in me now is you. Because you changed me. Because you are one of the most sweet girls ive ever met. You give everyone and everything a chance because you hate dissapoint or make people sad. You will give anybody anything just because they asks. You get in trouble for my stupidity just to save me. And i dont know what I did to deserve you. But im really glad I have you. Honey, youre gonna do just fine. You always have. You are so strong and have been through so much and have always made it through. And you will keep doing that. Your gonna go to school, and find love, and have your kids, and have your dream job and have the best life because you deserve it. Because if you can make the person who I was be the person I am now. You can do the impossible. You are impossible to change and im glad for it because you dont let anybody tell you who to be. I know you wont because I told you not to. No words to describe how much you mean to me. You really are the one love. 👭 (yes its gay. But so are we) 😂😂