Chapter 13

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Elsa's POV

As the doors before me opened wide I was meet with a sight I never thought I would ever see again in my life. After the accident. I tried to master my magic but after countless fails and attempts, I vowed never to use my magic again. If I couldn't master it. It was probably not mean to be. Coming back to reality. I saw yeti are busily running around collecting toys and building them. I smiled to myself at the excitement that filled the air. Then I noticed a few yeti's who were guarding the door slowly approach me.

Pulling my hood up and I ran. I could hear the shouts of protest as the Yeti's started chasing after me. After a few turns here and manuevers there I finally lost them. I kept close to the walls taking as many detours as possible to avoid running into anyone who might compromise my identity or presence. I after a few more steps I hear a little jingling up ahead. Slowly I crouch behind a plant holder small enough to fit a nightstand. Holding my breath I close my eyes as I hear the little bells pass me.

Slowly I start to open my eyes. A mistake. Looking up I see a small elf staring at me wide-eyed. I don't think he recognized me. But he sure did know that I didn't belong there. He started jumping up and down. Quickly I reached at him in attempts to stop him. Dodging out of my grasp the other elves turn and look at us. Seeing the situation they start to chime their bells in a pattern.

Not good Not good. I tell myself as I get up and make a dash for it. I look back in time to see that yetis have started to gather where I was a moment ago. I see the elf point in my direction. Ah, snap. Well R.I.P. my life then. I say pushing myself to go faster. Turning around I feel a wall blocking my path. A large wall of flesh. Falling on my butt I look up to see a Yeti. And not just any yeti I see Phil. Pain fills his face as he recognizes me. Damn well doesn't life hate me right now? I see anger flash across his face. I whimper slightly at the fact of his hatred. Of course, he's mad. You killed his brother. You proved to everyone what kind of monster you really are. I hear a voice call to me. I feel my eyes sting as the words cut deep into my soul.

Ever since the accident many years ago A voice has made a constant reminder daily of who I really am. At first, it would scar me and bring up past wounds. Now it controls me and my life. Sometimes I can't even Do my job without it interfering. It hurts every single time. But no matter how much I fight it its always there. I accepted it a long time ago.

He reaches out to grab ahold of me. Nope not today thank you very much. I say as I roll out of his way. He misses is me by only a tiny bit. I get up and make a mad dash for it. But unfortunately, I wasn't quick enough. The other yeti's had caught up while I wasn't paying attention. Unable to avoid it. One grabs my arms from behind me and hoists me into the air.

"NO!!! God Dangit! Put Me Down!" I yell as his hands tighten their hold and he throws me over his shoulder. I pound on his back kicking at his face. Or at least trying to. After a bit, he drops me on my face. "OW!!!" I grab my nose and squint at him as I fix myself. I get up and get ready to go at him. Looking at me he turns to the side allowing me to see the door that laid behind him. North's Office. My breath hitches and becomes unsteady. I can't do this. I tell myself. Preparing to walk away.

You're not ready for this. He still hates you. What you did was unforgivable. Why are you even trying? You know its hopeless. It's right. And I know it. I scoff at myself for thinking that I could actually make this work. I turn around and walk away with my head down low. Tears threaten to spill from my eyes as my hair covers my face.

"This was a mistake," I say turning around As I'm walking I bump into someone. I look up and I see Phil looking down at me.

"Oh, Phil. I'm so sorry." I whisper to him. Looking at my feet I attempt to walk around him but he blocks my way. "What?" I look up at him and see the pain in his eyes. He points to the door behind me. I look and see the beautifully carved door and its elaborate decorations. "Damn" I whisper under my breath. I look up to Phil as he stands beside me. he looks down and this time I don't see anger or pain or even hate. I see regret and sadness. But what does he regret? He has every right to hate me. I want him to hate me. I deserve it.  I let a few tears fall in hopes that my eyes wouldn't overfill and burst without my knowledge.  I turn away from him biting my lip hoping the pain would distract me. 

Phil reached over and placed his hand on my shoulder.  I snapped my head to him. His eyes looked at me with so much happiness. He was happy that I was back. I couldn't hold it back anymore. My tears flooded my face. I covered my mouth to try and stop my sobs. He reached over and hugged me a little bit. I looked at him and wiped my tears. 

"I'm ready," I told him. He gave me a small nod and shoved me towards North's door. Well, it's now or never. I'm as ready as I'll ever be. I put one foot in front of another. Every single worse scenario playing through my head. I felt my chest tighten as I raised my hand to the door. I faltered and brought it to my side. Biting my lip i felt a hollowness fill my stomach. 

You know he won't welcome you back. He still hates you. Phil isn't even a person you got lucky with him and you know that deep down you don't deserve his love. You don't want it. And you know it. It was right. I don't deserve it and I don't want it. But I want to know. I want to make things right. Even if he still hates me. I'll make it quick and leave. 

Gathering all my courage Olaf's words replayed in my head. Oh, Anna. I need you now.  I raise my hand and knock. 

"Come in." I hear a husky voice I never thought I would hear again. I take a deep breath as I place my hand on the doorknob. Turning it I open the door and am met with a brightly lit room. I squint to see A large figure standing with his back to me.  

"North" I whisper. He turns around and faces me. Shock covers his face. I look away knowing what he was going to say. He slowly makes his way to me. "North," I say louder. "I--" I get ready to explain everything but he wraps his arms around me instead. 

"Welcome home Elsa." He whispers into my ear. I wrap my arms around him embracing him I sob into his shoulder. Letting go of all my fears, All my insecurities, my worries, my thoughts. 

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HEY GUYS VILO HERE... 

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-Violet

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