The Moons New Guardian

Chapter 10

Elsa's

My training with the yeti continues for about a month. The yeti's refuse to fight me if I use my magic though. They hate it. But they still love me. I don't believe them. How can you love me if you hate a big part of me? After a bit, I finally convinced Will to train with my magic. It was fine at first but the more I used my magic the more my dreams happened. It was the same dream or the same concept. Each time it ended with the Guardians dead and me seeing myself as a monster. It was starting to get to me. Each time I woke up I went to North just to double check. I was becoming paranoid. I was making my way to another training session with Will. Made sure not to cross North. He doesn't want me working with my magic with anybody besides him. He doesn't trust me. I open the door and see will waiting for me already.

I was on edge because I had just had another dream....this time it was Will that died. Not bunny, not North. Will. My sparring partner. I shudder as I enter the training room. Seeing Will already in the center I walk to him. we circle each other. He lunges at me and I easily sidestep. Using my magic as he's still mid-air I raise it up knocking him up again. He hit the floor with an oof. He gets up and lunges again. This time I'm too slow. He tackles me and I lose my breath. Gasping I create a giant snowball and hit him off of me. Getting to my feet he lunges again this time I don't see him. He was too quick and I didn't think. For a split second, I actually thought he was an enemy. And the world seemed to slow down as I stepped towards him meaning to throw him off balance I slip.

I slip on my friking ice. And I miss. Instead of directing my magic sideways to hit him I direct a shot from my hand. As he passes above me my hand fires outward hitting him in the chest. Soon the world turns around again. I Gasp realizing what I've done. Fear takes over. I fear what will happen. I fear what North will say. I fear myself.

"Oh My God Oh My God." I get up and run over to him. He lay on his side unconscious, "Will! Wake up Will!!!" I scream. "NORTH!!! Oh my god. North HELP" I beg for help and soon the doors slam open I turn and see The guardians walk in. They look at the room covered in ice. Slowly it starts to snow. I cry louder and they look over at us. My cheeks stained with tears.

"ELSA! What have you done?" North rushes over to us. He takes will from me.

"I didn't mean to!" I cried "I Dint mean to I swear." Bunny picks me up and cradles me. Will slowly starts to regain consciousness. I get off Bunny And walk over. "Wil Oh thank god you're okay," I say the tears fall harder. He looks at me panic in his eyes. I reach over but I'm stopped by north.

"Don't touch him!" He yells at me. I flinch. "Do you have any idea what you've done!" I struggle for air as the tears overwhelm me. Soon Phill bursts in. Will's brother. He sees Will and immediately rushes over. He takes my spot across from North And takes will in his arms. They exchange a few words. It sounded like a goodbye. It Cant Be a good-bye.

"Elsa I think we had better wait outside," Bunny says and takes me by the arms leading me outside. I collapse on the floor sobs racking my body. "Shhh shhh there now," Bunny says trying to comfort me slowly rubbing my back.

"I didn't mean to," I whisper to him.

"I know." He responds.

We wait for a few minutes and I start to settle down. After a bit North burst through the door Sandy on his heels trying grabbing him by the arms trying to slow him down. I quickly stand up.

"North I'm so sorry I never meant f---" I try to explain myself my North yells over me.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE. WILL IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!" North yells at me. I flinch away. Will and Phil have been with him since the beginning and now because of me. One of them was gone. I try to prevent a sob from escaping but I choke it out. "BECAUSE OF YOU, PHIL LOST HIS BROTHER!" He continues but doesn't stop "BECAUSE OF YOU I LOST A FRIEND. AND EVERYONE LOST THEIR FAMILY!!!" I try not to break down but I cant I fall to my news looking at him. And what he says next shatters me. "You're a monster." He whispers so slightly I almost don't hear it.

"NORTH!!!" Bunny and Tooth say in unison. Even Sandy's face shows complete surprise. He throws up a bunch of different symbols to show his anger. And I just sit there with my mouth agape. I finally say what my dreams did.

"What?" I whisper. I Look at north and I see him look at me with sad eyes, but there was something else. I almost want to say relief. As if he got something off his chest. Or perhaps regret. Chocking on my sobs I finally speak. "You're right I am a monster," I tell North

"ELSA" Everyone protests.

"For once I wanted so badly not to be one my past caught up to me. My whole life I spent running from the curse and each time someone else had to pay the price." I say with tears streaming down my face. "IM A MONSTER. EVERYONE I LOVE DIES BECAUSE OF ME!!!" I say as loudly as I can. I get up as fast as I can and I run. Running into my room I pull out a bag and pack it with clothes. I don't pack much. I don't even bother to touch my bow I'll get a new one and I decide to leave It. I wait for someone to try and come to talk to me but no one does. So now they believe it too. I don't even bother to write a note. Opening my window I take one last look at my room before jumping.

I had made it a bit far before a voice called to me.

"Elsa" I hear a voice call to me. I sigh

"Father" I reply acknowledging him.

"You failed the test." Shock runs through me.

"HOW?" I ask

"You left the people you love for your own selfish reason." He said

"Hoe is leaving the people I love to protect them selfish?" I ask.

"You and I both know you left because you were afraid. Not because u wanted to protect them. U wanted to protect u." He was right. I was tired of it being me who suffers the loss of a friend. I wanted it gone. But I refuse for him to hear me say it.

"Just leave me alone," I say as I continue walking. I heard him sigh.

"Elsa. What North said---" He starts but I cut him off.

"What North Said Was True!!!" I Stop to yell at him. "And You Were Right!!! I Was Selfish!!! Are You Happy Now?!?!" I ask him with tears in my eyes. "Now just leave me alone," I whisper. A few moments after I felt his presence leave. I was all alone for real this time.

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