I-A-D-O-R-E-Y-O-U ✦ Grayson Dolan

1-Rise

"Fuck you Grayson!" I cry out. "Why?why?why?" I yell tightening my hands around the rails.

"Ay, Santa Marìa!" I yell from the top my lungs grabbing some cups and throwing them to the floor. "I hate you so much you- you." I cry.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry just take some deep breaths." He says soothing his hand over mine. "Some deep breaths ain't gonna fix this!" I spit.

"I was okay with number one it's was fine then number two was great but your greedy ass had to put two in me!" I yell as Lea swipes the sweat from my forehead.

"Sorry babygirl I can't control what goes on in your, you know." Grayson shrugs point to my lady parts.

"You could have pulled out or used a fucking condom. Now I'm the one who had to give birth twice." I says looking him in the eye.

"Okay Nova push." I hear the nurse say. I start pushing really hard and screaming at Grayson more.

"Oh she's crowing." The nurse says over the yells. "Wait already." I say surprised.

"Half way baby." Grayson says and I give one more big push.

"Baby number one is here." The nurse says holding up my precious baby. I grab my baby from her arms holding him/her close to my chest. The nurses come up and cleans them with towels as I cry.

The doctor takes my baby away carefully. "It's a boy!" She says cleaning him in the corner.

I look over seeing this look on Grayson's face like his whole world has just changed. This time we decided to keep the genders a surprise and after that we found out I was having twins.

Grayson cut the cord and held him in his hands. I've never seen this look on him before. "Okay bud it's your turn. You gotta name our little dude." I smile.

"How about Landon Bailey Dolan." He says holding him up so I can see his face. He had black hair like me and Grayson. His eyes aren't gonna he open for a few days.

"Oh I love it and your middle name." I start crying. Then I'm struck with pain again.

"Doctor think baby number two would like to meet us!" I yell scrunching my eyes. Grayson puts Landon down in the nurses arms. He runs over to me grabbing my hand.

I push again. I get that struck off tiredness. I blink slowly.

"Gray I can't do it anymore I'm to tired." I say. "I'm so tired."

Those were the last words I said before everything went black.

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I blink rapidly as my eyes open to a bright room. I try to take in my setting. A sharp pain shoots though my lower region. I winch through my teeth.

"Fuck." I cry it feels like I'm on fire.

"Nova?" I hear my husbands voice. I slowly turn my head seeing him with a small blue blanket in his hands.

"Grayson!" I cry pulling him in a huge hug. His huge arms crushed me which made me tap his shoulder to get him to release me.

"Oh sorry sorry." He repeated letting go of me.

"It's okay baby." I says running my hand over his arm. "Wait what happened?" I ask coming back into reality.

"Where's my baby?" I cry breathing harshly. Black dots filled my eyes and my heart rate increased.

"Shush calm down your gonna pass out again." Grayson says holding onto my hand and pulling it to his chest. I attempted to slow my breathing but it's kept going at the same rate. I was having a anxiety attack. "Deep breath baby come on 1 2 3." He says counting. I had it for a second but it came back quickly.