I-A-D-O-R-E-Y-O-U ✦ Grayson Dolan

13-Wild

"GRAYSON YOU CANT FUCKING DO THIS TO ME!" I yell in his face waving my hands like a mad woman.

"I'm fucking keeping you safe!" He spits running his hands through his hair.

"Keeping me away from you is killing me!"

"You aren't saving anyone Grayson,fucking really you started this war and you couldn't just leave it the fuck alone. Now you are ruining my life." I pushing him back.

"I love you and your going to leave me alone without my kids or you, anybody." My voice cracks and I close my eyes and look down.

"How do I do anything without my everything." I cry trying to hold back my whimpers.

Grayson moves forward and tries to cup my chin. I slap his hand away.

"You don't want me here anymore what makes you think you and touch me." I cry before running away as fast as I could to open arms.

I run to this door knocking hard. I wasn't knocking it anymore I was banging it.

The door opens with a flustered face behind it.

"Please please." I cry looking down my voice cracked.

Huge arms rap around me pull me into their chest. I sob and my loud cries filled the hall.

His hands rubbed my back and told me it's okay. I know it's not.

"Listen every thing is gonna be okay." Ethan says rubbing my back still.

"What's the matter." Ethan ask finally calming me.

"I-it's Grayson he's sending me away with Emma and the kids I can't see them." I wimpier laying my head on his bare chest.

"What?" He questions. I guess since Ethan wasn't in the gang he wouldn't know.

"Yeah it's not safe for us here because of the war between him and my ex. He is sending me and Emma to France since he has allies there from the time I just had Violet and he basically killed off that gang and used the members loyal to him to run it there. The thing is he can't have us with the kids because if they do find us because he know about the allies in France they could get to the kids but if it's only us we know a bit better on how to get away and defend ourselves." I say sniffing my nose and tracing the veins on his arms.

"Wow the universe really doesn't want you together. It's like the worlds against you." Ethan confessed.

"I guess that's what brought us together the whole thing about nobody wanting us."

"Nova you and my brother are a beautiful couple that I believe with all my heart no matter what will work out. You gave me beautiful nieces and a adorable little nephew." Ethan tells me playing with my hair.

"Listen Nova one day when this is all over you'll be watching your fifth child graduating college and remembering that Graysons choice to do this right now saved your life and your kids. You love him and your family so just do what you have to and it will all go good." Ethan says looking me in the eye.

I smile hugging him close. "There is no way in fucking hell I would have five kids but thank you." I whisper in his ear before taking off.

I do my usual routine of me running home after being smooth talked by Ethan.

I run up the steps to my bedroom pushing the white door open.

The door makes a sound and I peak my head through looking at him.

He looked stressed, his hair looked like it had been messed with and he was looking down at his crossed hands at the end of the bed.

Then he lifts his head and my dark grey eyes make contact with his hazel ones.

We don't say anything. He has a bit of hope in his eyes but he looks scared.

No conversation was exchanged I just run to him. He stand up quick having the same thoughts as me.

If we are gonna be separated then we better connect before I go.

I cradle in his arms and he leans his head on mine.

He was comfortable with his dark blue shirt and some dark grey sweatpants. He looked like a teenager again without tattoos and a shaved clean face.

As much as I liked dangerous Grayson. I fell in love with this Grayson. He was the one I loved.

A few tears slipped from my eyes.

The room smelled of cinnamon and pumpkin bath and body work candles.

"God please Nov when you're gone don't forget me and lose interest and fall for someone else." He cries in my hair.

I look him in the eye.

God those beautiful hazel eyes. I just lose myself.

"Gray what are you talking about. Are you crazy. I love you and only you I could never forget you. You're unforgettable baby." I say moving his hair out of his face.

He brings his soft lips down to mine.

"I just want to feel your touch." I say running my finger over his soft lips.

"Let me make love too you one more time." He says in my ear.

"Grayson I love you,one more time." I say to him.

He smiles before picking me up gently and laying me on the bed softly.

I didn't want normal sex I wanted to make love with him.

He slowly pulls off his top removing it from his skin. His tattooed body is revealed.

I trace my hand over his beautiful art.

He starts taking off my dress tossing it to the side.

Showing my average underwear.

For some reason he went crazy over that.

"Man no matter what you are in. You can be completely covered up. I just love you sex or not I want to cherish you." He chuckles against my stretch mark filled stomach.

He traced his hand over them with a smile. He loves my marks since they reminded him of the kids or making them.

Then before I knew it Grayson was on top of me holding my hand beside my head.

Hurting me was his worse fear. So he holds my hand so if he does hurt me he squeezes it.

We slowly moved in a motion. Moans filled our lips and the cold fall air blew through the balcony.

We showed our love that night through our bodies.