I-A-D-O-R-E-Y-O-U ✦ Grayson Dolan

26-Dinner Party

Ken picks up my body carrying me away from the bedroom. It shakes off my worries a bit. There was this little voice in my head telling me he's an animal he'll do it anywhere.

We walk through this hallway into this huge dining room.

Grayson! Suddenly my body wasn't paralyzed and I move and punch,hit,anything. I even scraped his face with my nails.

He didn't even flinch.

I was physically weak but mentally I would kill someone with my bare hands.

That was until I felt the sharp pain in my neck again. All the feeling in my lower body dissolved.

He sits me in a chair at the end of the table. I got a better look seeing kian and Jack at the table as well.

What the actual hell?

Grayson was losing his shit at the other end. For a moment I actually thought the metal around him was gonna break.

"Baby,baby stop." I say weak and low. Then he stops and his eyes met mine.

They were filled with love and pity. My eyes showing the same for him.

Not pity for myself but for him because he's never felt helpless. He can't help himself or me. I don't hold it against him, no one is unstoppable. Grayson isn't God.

He was scared and I could see that through all his other emotions because I'm the only one who knows that he does get scared. Behind that big scary monster is the same loving, caring little boy he's always been. He gets scared and puts his facade back on.

"Nova!Nova!" He fights with the chair again.

"Calm down you animal those chairs cost a lot." Trey says coming in dressed in formal wear.

"What the fuck is going on?" I ask pissed.

"Oh love we haven't even gotten to our first course we have the whole night." He laughs with this sick even tone.

He walks over and kisses the top of my head.

Grayson yells in the cloth around his mouth. Ken walks over to him placing his hand over the black material.

"Brother I think he has something to say." He laughs pulling off the muffle.

"DON'T TOUCH MY FUCKING WIFE YOU BITCH!" Grayson's voice booms through the room making my ear drums ring.

The cloth is placed back in his mouth but the sounds still come through the thick material.

"I'm the bitch,look whose defenseless. You have to sit there and watch me adore my love like the pussy you are." Trey spits at him. God my fist were so close to punching him but I couldn't move my lower half so.

I really wanted to get this twisted Alice in Wonderland dinner party over with so I could go home.

"Would you two dumbass tell us what we are here for." Jack say trying to break out of his restraints.

"Well everyone seems so exited to get on with the night." Ken says clapping his hands.

"So let's start." Trey says sitting nexts to me.

Ken sits at the other end of the table next to Grayson and Jack.

He was so far away but he is always close to me.

"So Jack Finnegan Gilinsky, we'll start with you." Trey says putting a file on the table.

"You were born in Omaha,Nebraska to your Mother and Father. A small family and when you were seven your mother had a break down and killed your father and herself." Trey says and I look over at Jack seeing him trying to ignore him.

"That's when you met Camron and basically Grayson as well." Ken says looking at me.

"The Nova comes in the picture and you fall in love,but you're bestfriend marks her. What do you do then? You stay on the side admiring her. Loving her from afar but still. I don't know if Grayson or Nova noticed this yet but every time something goes wrong in her life you seem to be right there." Trey says with a smile.

Then it comes to me. He is right, Jack is always there.

"Listen I'm over Nova I still love her but I have someone and I love her more then anything." Jack spits.

Wait,my heart clogs up and I start shaking.

"Wait,Wait what happened to Lea?" I ask barley getting it out.

She's my bestfriend. She can't be dead.

They look down not making eye contact.

"Jack please what happened?" I cry getting this feeling in the rest of my body.

"She didn't make it Nova." Grayson says shaking his head.

My body falls to the floor and tears stream out. I couldn't save her,my bestfriend was dead.

I couldn't save her from getting raped. Now she's is dead and I didn't do anything.

It's all my fault.

I feel someone try to pick me up but I turn around kicking them in the face with my heel.

I couldn't feel anything other than anger. I put my hands around his throat. Trey comes stomping over. Ken falls back when I release my hold on him. I turn around with a knife in my hand from the table.

"You fucking bitch." I slap him over and over again with anger.

"I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOUR GODDAMN STORY YOU RUINED ME!" I cry.

I turn the knife around. I stare at it for a moment.

I hear loud yells through a shield of cloth. The metal object reflects off the light around me.

Then this loud sound of metal went through the air. I felt arms around my body frame.

The same warm arms that have been there for years of my life. Arms that never seemed to leave me. No matter if I was ugly or sad,happy or mad,he has always been there.

"Grayson she's dead,she's gone." I say letting the glass reflection of tears fall down my face.

"I know beautiful." He says taking the knife out of my hands.

"What did I do wrong?" I ask leaning on his chest. "It's not your fault." He says run his hands through my hair.

"Cry,baby just cry." He says patting my back while my sobs were hysterical.

I let out a loud scream hearing my voice crack.

"Make it stop,it hurts Gray it hurts really bad." I cry into his neck. He just rubs my back gently.

"I know,I know,let it all out." He says and I just lay there and cry in his arms for yet another lost soul. 

The angel of death still seemed to haunt me.