I-A-D-O-R-E-Y-O-U ✦ Grayson Dolan

25-Sickness

The lights flickered on and off. My body shaking looking at the wall.

It felt like the room just kept coming in and, closing in on me.

"Why do you want me?" I ask no one.

The door opens but I don't have the energy to face him.

"God, you're so beautiful. I just wanna cut your skin with glass and then drink your blood." He says venom laced in his voice.

"You're sick." I managed to get out.

"But you my love. You're my medicine." He laughs.

His evil roar bounced off the walls making me want to cover my ears.

"Do you wanna die yet?" He says grabbing shoulders rubbing his hands over them.

"I've always wanted to die," I tell him.

"But you know that." I continue.

"You know who I am." I spit.

"But who are you?"

"No no no, not yet princess." He says in my ear.

"We still have a two more punishments left." He laughed in my ear.

His voice echos around the room.

"Today beautiful we are testing your limits."

Suddenly my chair turns upward. The bottom lifts up and the seat is turned into a table.

I hear a table rolled over to my side and his breathing.

"This is one of my favorites." He says and I hear this screeching sound by my ear.

The sliver blade scratched against the sharpener. I flinched but since I couldn't move it was useless.

I'm not gonna share the details but that was definitely not my brightest hours. 

"I'm sorry I just want to hurt you. I want you to beg for me, my love." He laughs.

There.

That was it. I was already leaning towards that but that sentence confirmed it.

"I know you do, well you've been watching me since your gang killed my mother. You've been around my whole life watching me waiting for the perfect moment to take me. You hide in the shadows look at me. Stalking me as if I'm you're prey. Going into my kid's bedrooms. Trey, you do not fool me. You can let ken out too." I tell him with the biggest smirk on my face.

The metal door swings open. My blindfold ripped off my head revealing the two brothers that ruined my life.

"Ken, Trey." I greet them.

"No one plays me."

"You're ours Nova we were only taking back our property," Ken says walking behind me.

God, it's been so many years but I still could never forget him. Cold chills still go down my spine as I thought of his face but now he's actually here. After I thought I was finally safe and I could be happy. He's always there to ruin it. I mean of course how could you forget the voice of the man who raped you.

You never forget your first time, mine happened to be with the man who raped me.

"I'm not your property. I mean I can tell you guys are scared you even had the audacity to take my wedding ring off." I laugh in their faces.

"How did you figure it out?" Trey asks cleaning the knife covered in my blood.

"It's quite simple you see. I already knew your voice and I'd never forget kens. Then I put together why you two would be together. I remember the court date they said your last name and I remember that over and over again. I could tell there were different voices but then I had to find out who was the other person." I tell them and take a deep breath.

"Then I remember the checks I forged for you, Trey. You guys have the same last name. I mean even then I had to be one hundred percent sure. So why? Why would you want me after you both used me and dropped me. Well back when I was fourteen I had the biggest loss of my entire life. I lost my mom in a gang war. I remember exactly what they were wearing. They were wearing red and black. The colors of your gang Trey. Then the last item was when you walked in here both of you said the same thing I remember hearing that word come out of both of you. 'It's been fun love' Trey you said that when I left and ken said it when. I'm not gonna give you the satisfaction of that." I finish off taking a deep breath.

"You too are obsessed with me," I say

I hear the two whispering in front of me.

"Well, Nova looks like you just luckily moved pass the next two sessions," Trey says clapping his hands.

Trey seems to be the more stable one in this case. He reminds me of my husband just more stupid and Grayson just naturally gets girls he doesn't need to kidnap them.

Ken on the other side is not right in the head. There is something very wrong with him. I remember the times he would have episodes in at the house. He was like an animal.

Trey walks over undoing my restraints.

As the locks are removed this sense of freedom washes over me.

Fight them.

Run.

Run.

Run.

He grabs onto my arms and pulls me out of the seat. Everything seemed to be in slow motion in my head.

Fight him.

Run.

Run.

Run.

The adrenaline rushed through my veins. I could hear my heart beating.

RUN!

This fear controlled my body, every inch of me paralyzed. I couldn't breathe, anxiety was on every pinpoint of my body.

They drag me into this room. Reminded me of fifty shade of grey and a horror movie.

Trey left the room and I was all alone,with Ken.

I'm thrown onto the bed. "You see if you just acted dumb, my love. We could still have fun." He says walking over to my paralyzed body.

No one tells you about the hangover from the adrenaline high,every that makes you feel good has a down.

I knew exactly what this was like, that night was the same as it is now. Me stuck paralyzed from head to toe while he stood there with that stupid fucking grin. This time I had the ability to move but I didn't because I was done fighting. I'd given up.

He walks to the closest and brings back this dark grey dress.

My clothes are stripped from my body. I was praying to god that he wouldn't put me back in that situation.

"To bad if we had time I would have made you feel so good." He whispers in my ear.

"Don't worry love after tonight we will be together forever." He laughs and pulls the dress over my body.

He dresses me up like a doll, hair,makeup.

What was going to happen tonight?