help.
i told my mom that i broke up with lucas. that was my first mistake.
she asked why, and i told her the truth. that was my second mistake.
she couldn't believe it. "you mean you..you don't.. love yourself? how could you not?"
well, uh sorry! believe me i wish i could.
she kept telling me to just "start loving yourself" like it's something i can control.
news flash: it's not!
believe me, if i could just turn it off, i would.
i don't like being insecure. i don't like hating myself and everything i do.
she's decided i need "professional help" and unfortunately i think i agree.
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...thoughts // maxine mayfield
Fanfic{completed} in which maxine mayfield keeps a diary of her thoughts on the people around her as she learns how to love herself
