...thoughts // maxine mayfield

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maxine mayfield.

after threatening my step brother with a bat of nails and punching a hole in the wall bc my skateboard broke, my mother decided i had a problem.

she sent me to anger management classes. i was told that anger is often originated from a deeper wound found within.

i'm supposed to write how i feel about myself or whatever. i see myself as average in all stances.

i don't look down on my appearance. i'm not insecure. but i also don't think highly of how i look. i try not to be vain.

i'm not super smart like my friends. i don't have all A's. i'm not a teacher's pet. i'm an A/B student that pays attention in class.

i'm not that super nice girl everyone wants to be friends with. i'm not that really horrible girl everyone is afraid of.

i don't really fit in anywhere. i don't stand out either. i'm just kind of lost in the crowd, rolling with whatever.

i'm not musical. i'm not athletic. i'm not preppy. i'm not nerdy. i'm not alternative.

i'm just me.
mad max.
less preferably known as maxine mayfield.