My Abusive Boyfriend (August Alsina)

Book 3 Chapter 25 (Part 1)

August P.O.V
"Where we heading too?" Miyah said to me. I look over and she was on her phone.
"We finna go to a view right now." I told her.
"Where at?"
"I can tell you it's a surprise."
I drove up to this area where it was this beautiful view where you over look the city. I park the car, we got in the back seat and I start to pull out my blunt wraps and weed.
"Oh, so we smoking tonight?"
"Hell yeah. I'm tryna have a good time with you tonight baby." I say to her.
"Well thank you for treating me out." She smiles. "I do like spending time with you especially like this. It's been a while."
"Yeah it has been. We don't get time alone often."I start breaking down the weed.
"Not at all."
I finished rolling. "You wanna take the first hit baby?" I asked miyah, as I passed it to her, she grabbed it from me.
"Of course thank you." She says to me as she lit it. Once she hit it and inhaled it she started coughing hella hard.
"Damn! You good?" I say to her lowkey laughing and I rub her back."
"Gah. Damn. Nigga." She says coughin through each word. "That shit hit my lungs hard."
"Hand me the blunt you need to breathe for a second." She hands me the blunt and I start smoking it.
She stopped coughing shortly after and I passed the blunt back to her.
"Can I ask you a question baby?" I asked her. I was pretty nervous to what I was gonna ask cause I didn't know what her response was gonna be. My mind was just racing with different answers.
"You don't have to ask me. Just say it." She says to me.
"Do you really love me?" I ask her. My heart was pounding. I mean I know we've been through thick and thin together and we have our 2 beautiful kids together and I know that I'm sure because I proposed to her. But I know all the bad things I've done to her as well, and put her through. no women should have to go through that. I felt like I was a abuser and I took over her whenever I wanted to because she would deal with the pain I was giving her. She didn't have to do that. I do love this girl with my heart. And now that I think about it me asking her that question was stupid as hell.
"You know I love yo ass stop playin wit me." She says to me she inhaled the smoke and blew it out her mouth.
I sit in silence for a second.
We ended up smoking the rest of the blunt.
"You want me to roll another one or u good?"
"Yeah I'm good. My head starting to hurt." She says
"You a sucka." I laugh out loud.
"How imma sucka? Im starting to feel dizzy n shit I can't smoke nomo."
"Yeah yeah iight."
"Mhm." She leans forward in my seat and she grabbed my face. "I love you August." She kisses me after.
"I love you too baby." I kiss her again and we slowly worked our way up to "making out". I moved my hand to her back and started to rub it and then gripping her ass.
She started to feel all up on me and then she got on top of me and started to kiss me again and touch up on me. I started to get hard right when she said that fat ass down on my lap. I grip it as we continued kissing. She started to feel my pants to get them off.
I end up taking them off leavin me in my boxers and her in her bra and thong. I start to feel on her stomach and went higher and felt her chest and squeezed and massages her breast.
"Don't start nun you can't finish." I say to her as she started to place hickes on my neck. They were feeling good I'm not gon lie and I was continuously gripping her ass and I felt my dick get hard.
"Oh imma always make sure you finish baby." She whispers in my ear and continues to kiss me on my neck.
I was ready to fuck the shit outta her. But not hurt her. I wanted her to feel good cause I know she makes me feel good.
"Quit playing and hop that ass in the back." I tell her. She does what she's told and got off my and climbed in the back as I slap her ass.
Then I climb in the back and I immediately begin to touching all up on her again and I moved her thong to the side and started to rub her clit.
"Ooooo daddy." She moans. She was already hella wet but I wanted her to feel some pleasure before I swim in that bitch.
I continue to play wit her pussy and she was feeling and rubbing up on my dick so I got in missionary and I slide right in her.

I'm tryna push this out to y'all cause ik y'all have been waiting for a very long time but I been procrastinating and yeah 😂 but I thank all of you for still reading my book and voting on it after all this time. I will be ending it shortly and it will be good I have some ideas in mind but if you guys have some please suggest then in the comments! - Zari 💕