I luv u ; joeybirlem

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Junior year

Joey and I started dating in 8th grade and were on and off , People said things about it all the time although I never understood why . We're in 11th grade now , we're not on good terms but we soon will be , it always happens . I'm currently in 3rd period which is math , we're just learning the Pythagorean theorem and it's pretty simple so I'm literally not paying any attention . I do have Joey in that class so it's a bit awkward when we're not on the best of terms .

" Callie ! " the teacher yelled . My head shot up .

" FIFTEEN " I said , I didn't even know what we were doing .

" Callie were you seriously not paying attention ! " spat

" not gonna lie to you , I really wasn't " I scoffed

" Office , now . " she yelled .

" gladly . I already know all of this anyways . " I rolled my eyes .

I grabbed my notebooks and shoved them in my bag then cheerfully pranced out of the room . Right before I walked out I took a glance at everyone in the room and noticed joey , flirting with another girl .

My heart literally shattered into pieces , ugh why am I so sensitive, it's just joey . I stopped right before I was about to leave , I then turned to the teacher .

" I'm sorry I don't know what's wrong with me today , may I please just go to the restroom and come back ? " I said , my voice was already starting to crack .

She looked at me , My voice was cracking even more and tears were streaming down my hot face one by one . There was a knot in my throat and I wanted to fall on the floor and cry until I couldn't breathe .

" you're excused just for today because it is clear you're not having a good day today . Go clean up and come back "

I managed to give her a smile and I walked back to my seat to put my stuff down . Joey was starring into my eyes which were already red . Emotionless . It almost felt like he hated me . I looked away and walked to the restroom . As soon as I go there and knew I was alone I looked in the mirror .

" god I look like a mess . Yea , thank you anxiety "

My ex gave me anxiety . Long story short , he pushed me away when all I wanted to to was help him and I was so over whelmed . I didn't have anxiety at all until him . Anyways , I splashed water on my face -

" fuck , my makeup "

Great , I left the bathroom and went back to class . When I walked in people were starting at me like if I was an " as seen on tv " infomercial . In annoyance and ' ugh not this bitch again ' .

( Literally me and infomercials )

The one person that looked at me the whole time was obviously , oh , it's mark . He wouldn't leave me alone and he hasn't for the past 3 weeks .

" psst "

" Callie " I turn around to see mark calling for my attention .

" what " I say rolling my eyes because I obviously didn't want to talk to him .

" salty "

" what do you want markus "

" can you come over after school on Friday ? And spend the night ? "

" yea I'll tell my mom but you gotta come get me "

" bet "

Mark was always like that , I mean it was okay I've known him since we were little but we fell off through the years . Once we got to middle school we became closer once again . So it wasn't really a big deal if I stayed at his house right ? I mean what's the worst that can happen ?