I luv u ; joeybirlem

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i woke up and i was in my bed . i didn't know how I got there but i was just relieved and happy that i was finally home . Like usual i was home alone , im pretty much used to being alone which i am perfectly okay with , sometimes . I groan as i sit up and get out of bed , i walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror . gosh i looked a mess , i turned on the shower water and waited 5 minutes for it to warm up . i went to my closet and got some grey joggers and a silk black spaghetti strap tank top , i grabbed some underwear and a strapless bra including my towel and walked back into the bathroom .

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i got out of the shower and wiped down my body , got dressed , put my hair up in my towel , and went downstairs to make myself some breakfast . as i was walking downstairs , i heard the tv on . i figured it was just joey so i kept going like it was nothing , but as soon as i got there i realized who it was . someone i hoped to never see again because of what they did to me .

" why are you here "

" i want to apologize Cal , please "

" dont fucking call me that "

" please "

" get out "

they tried to come closer to me to give me a hug but i wanted nothing to do with them . not after what they did .

" dont touch me "

" im sorry cant we just - "

" get the fuck out ! "

i just stared into their eyes , theirs were full of regret but anger . mine you may ask ? full of fear and agression .

" i need to help you "

" help me ?! if you really wanted to help me - god i cant even stand you just get . out ! "

they looked at me furiously walking out and slamming the door but not once did they lay a fucking hand on me . i ran upstairs and called joey , i need him now , since they came to visit i dont feel safe anymore .

" joey you need to come over quick ! "

" why whats going on ? are you okay ? "

" just please hurry ! "

" okay but first were gonna talk about what the fuck is going on "

" shut the fuck up and get your ass over here ! "

he hung up , he was on his way . im scared , only god knows what could happen . how did they find me ? how did they even know where i left to ? i literally left the state to get away from them . who the fuck told them where i was ? all these thoughts were going through my head and i could feel it happening again . i was pacing back and forth in my kitchen infront of the door waitng and waitng for joey to get here . my head was spinning and everything was getting dark . no no no no , this cant happen again ! i quickly ran to the fridge and grabbed a red gatorade and chugged the whole bottle , everything started unwinding and i felt so much better .

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the door opened and in walked joey . my hero . i ran to his arms and started crying . i couldn't help myself , everything was just coming out and i was expressing all my feelings through crying . my face was red and it was heating up , joey pulled me to the island and picked me up to sit me back down on the cold , marble table . i just dug my face into his chest and started bawlling my eyes out , then all of a sudden it stopped . i gently pushed joey off of me and ran upstairs with him following me , i walked to my room calmly and then to my closet . i pulled out a big suitcase i had on my topself , i started grabbing all of my clothes and closed the bottop pocket .

" uh Callie , mind telling me what you're doing ? "

i didn't say anything , i just kept packing all my shit . im ready to leave , and im not coming back until its safe again , i dont like this , why are they back . i ignored him still and went to my dresser and grabbed my undergarments , the regular and fancy ones , socks and oh , yea I'm taking those . the condoms.

joey looked at me and laughed , i winked but i was still packing all my shit .

i went ot my bathroom and grabbed all of my makeup and 2 towels , i then went to my extra drawer , where i keep everything imortant to me . i grabbed all of my pictures and jewlery along with my head phones and chargers . i needed to take everything i could . i was going to be gone for a long while . i paused in the middle of my room and thought about everthing i grabbed and if there was more shit i needed . i barley had enough room in the one suitcase but i did have an extra small backpack for anything little that didn't fit . oh wait ! my shoes ! they're too expensive no way im leaving all of them . i opened the suit case back up and took out all the make up and jewlery and stuffed it into the back back and grabbed all my shoes one my one and tried to fit them as best as i could . first the air force 1s , then the kyrie 4s , the basic checkered vans , the yellow and pink checkered vans , the white vans , the yellow vans and all my nike's and jordas , yea i know , ' geez imagin , you dont need all of your shoes ' i spent a lot of money on those working my ass off okay . there's no fucking way im leaving them here ! nuh uh ! especially when theres a chance of them coming back ? no way ! i turned around and sat on my back checking my phone . it is now 10 pm . we have to leave now . i was grabbing my things including my pillow and blanket .

" Cal what the hell is going on ! "

paused and looked him dead in the eye , face to face .

" they're back "