I luv u ; joeybirlem

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I woke up and it was quiet , everything was still and peaceful . I went to the closet and put on some joggers and a hoodie then went to the bathroom to was my face . I went downstairs to see if there was any food in the fridge and I found some cold pizza , I grabbed it putting it on a plate and popped it in the microwave .

" you shouldn't touch that you know ? its joeys " a boy said from behind me . I turned around and there stood a tall boy about 5'8 , he looked latino and had fluffy brown hair and braces with two dimples and piercing hazel eyes .

" I don't think my boyfriend would care if I ate his food " I scoffed

" that's what the last girl said " he said whilst taking a sip of coffee from his cup looking down at me . I was furious , what the fuck was this guy taking about ? I walked to him looking up .

" you better not be lying because im about to murk him  " I stared into his eyes and he laughed walking away .

I stopped my tiny size 5 feet up the stairs and into joeys room . I slammed the door open and shut , walking to his bed and slapping him in the face so he can wake up .

" whos the other bitch joseph ?! "

" callie what the fuck are you talking about ? "

" shut the fuck up and answer me ! "

" callie what are you even- "

" whos the other bitch ?! " I yelled , he just looked at me .

" fuck you " I breathed

I pulled him up and got behind him wrapping my arm around his neck and my legs around his body , I wouldn't let go until he fessed up . I am sick and tired of playing his fucking games , I'm tired of being hurt by the same person over and over again . I deserve better and even I know it .

" tell me who the fuck it is " I said sternly

" ca-l-lie " he tried gasping for breath

" every time you move I will get tighter and fucking tighter " tears were forming in my eyes at this point . He tried getting out out my grip and I wouldn't let go  , I was angry and hurt .

" tap out " I said , my voice was already cracking .

he tapped on the bed and I let go laying down and taking deep breaths in and out . he laid down next to me and tried to catch his breath while holding his neck and closing his eyes .

" what the fuck callie " he said upset .

" who is she ! "

" who is who ?! "

" the girl youre cheating on me with ! "

" callie I have no idea what youre talking about "

* ding dong *

" joey its for you ! " someone yelled from downstairs .

I looked at him in the eyes and got up sprinting to the door , with him trying to beat me there , and down the hall to the stairs , I tripped on my own foot and rolled all the way down . once I hit the bottom I got back up and ran to the door to reveal a blonde girl standing there , she had plump lips and green eyes . she smiled at me .

" you must be the new maid ? I'm Sara " she said holding out her hand to me .

" hey Sara " joey came from be hind me and scratched the back of his neck . I just looked at this girl and death glared her hard .

" Joey I think the maid wants to kill me "

" yea joey , I think the maid wants to kill her " I said not taking my eyes off of her .

How is she so fucking perfect ? I don't blame joey for cheating on me with her cause fuck , I'd cheat on myself with her too . She's gorgeous and I'm not . I sighed turning around , walking slowly and calmly to the living room to the couch sitting next to that stupid kid . I looked at him and he had sympathy in his eyes , I grabbed his arm and put it around my shoulder and dug my face into is chest and cried . he just sat there and rubbed my back telling me that everything was going to be okay , gosh I love this kid already . I sighed and looked up at him .

" I'm Callie " I sniffled wiping my nose .

" I'm Julian , and hey hey , don't worry , you're gonna be okay " he smiled at me whilst rubbing my back . I smiled at him and gave him a light kiss on the check and fell asleep on his chest , what am I doing ?

I woke up and Julian was still sleeping , I pulled my phone out of my pocket and checked the time . damn , its 3am , can I go back to sleep please ? I got up and walked to the kitchen and poured myself a cup of water . I'm hurt and there's nothing I can do about it , I cant fix it and I cant help but cry every time I think about him being with another girl while he was with me . My body aches and my heart drops , the thought that someone could actually ever love me again . We just made up too , I was happy because I need him in my life , honest to god , that boy knows how to melt my heart just by saying one word . 

His is touch is amazing and soft , he's so gentle and pure hearted he's like a little angel but , he hurt me and I still want to forgive him just like last time . I hate him and I hate that fact that I still love him , I hate myself even more for it . I keep thinking I need him and that he's actually " the one " but he's not . He's an endless pit of hurt and tears , I cant get over him though , I really cant I've tried so hard and yet nothing ever works , not even another guy . 

I sigh and look back at Julian who was waking up and stretching on the couch , he looked at me and smiled . Gosh he is so cute .

" what are you doing awake ? "

" I just woke up so I went to get some water " I laughed .

" oh , I'm gonna go to my room " he said getting up .

" Julian "

" yea ? " he turned around .

"c-can I- " I breathed .

" yes , hurry " he smiled and walked to his room .

I put the glass away and walked to his room , I slowly opened the door and he was already laying down asleep and shirtless . I climbed into the bed and he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him , I felt comfortable , this was nice . his bed was amazingly soft and comfy and his body was warm whilst his skin was soft and clear , I examined his face and admired all of the little details , he had nice plump lips and long eyelashes , his eye brows were done and his freckles were very attractive . I started to get tired and I dug my face into his chest and fell asleep .

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yall , Callie PIMPIN .