Remember? (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

7

The door opened and the doctor came in with the results.

"So what's the problem?" Asked Dallas who was shaking her legs

"I'm sorry to say this but we have to start your chemo next week" he said giving me a small smile.

"But what about 2 months?!?" I asked in the edge of a break down

"Your cancer cells has grown faster than we have expected. We have to start chemo before it gets worse." He explained

"Oh my gawd I'm gonna die" I sobbed

"No baby you are not gonna die. DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU ARE NOT GONNA DIE!" My mom said shaking my shoulders lightly.

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After arguments and appointments to make Mom, Dal, and I are finally headed home. We were sitting in silence and I knew that we were all thinking.

"We have to tell Demi" Dallas suddenly say which cause my head to snap up

"NO! No one is telling Demi" I answered right away

"Yassi! We have to tell her! She's going to worry if we don't tell her what's happening" she explained

"No! You promised me. You two promised that you wont tell her or Maddie or anyone else! And that's exactly why I don't want her to know because she'll worry! She's leaving tomorrow for her world tour. If she finds out that I'm battling cancer then she'll try and postpone the tour. She can't do that! She can't disappoint her fans! This has been her dream and no way will I take that away from her! Understood?!?!" I said like a boss.

Damn I never knew I had that all in me.

They both sighed before Dallas turned to look at me.

"Fine. But what will we tell Demi this time?" She asked

"I have that covered. All you two have to do is go with it. Okay?" I asked raising my right eye brow

"Fine." She answered just in time because we're finally at home.

I was the one to open the door so once I I opened it I screamed

"JUST A STOMACH BUG NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT PEOPLE!"

"Oh thank God!" Replied Demi who obviously doesn't know anything.

"Yea um I'll go to sleep since I'm really tired" I walked up the stairs when Demi questions me.

"Wait you didn't finish your dinner."

"I have a stomach bug Demi. I just drank medicine in the hospital so if I eat something now then I'll be puking my guts out again" I easily lied

Dal and Mom was behind Demi with wide eyes. They probably didn't know I can lie that easily.

Oh well.

"Oh okay. Good night then baby girl. I'll see you tomorrow when you have to drop me off at the airport" she said hugging me.

"Ugh please don't remind me" I said going up the stairs.

This night is gonna be long.

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The next morning I was woken up by Maddie saying that we need to drop off Demi.

Now I'm heading downstairs after getting ready.

"Nice outfit" mentioned Maddie

"Whatever I'm tired" I said obviously not in the mood for any crap. Like seriously I'm not a morning person.

I'm wearing sweats with my Guns N Roses muscle tee. Then I'm wearing my converse and my sun glasses to hide my red puffy eye.

Yes I pretty much cried all night.

"Lets go!" Demi excitedly announced

"DEMI SHUT UP! Too early for cheery voice!" I said going outside with a pillow to the car that was open so I just went in.

I sat at the very back. My head was against the window with the pillow covering my face.

I felt somebody sit beside me and put their arms around me.

I can tell by their smell that it was Dallas. And thankfully it was her because I don't want to be around Demi right now. I know that I'll end up breaking down if ever I cuddle to her.

"Its okay baby" she said and I knew that she knew I was crying.

"My hair started falling off this morning Dallas" I whispered to her ear.

I heard someone get in and Dallas tries and let go of me when I tightened my grip to her.

"I wanna sit with Dallas and only Dallas" I said out loud since I knew that Demi wanted to sit with me. And damn it my voice cracked.

I heard Demi whispered sorry.

After a while we were finally at the airport and now were helping Dad take out the luggages.

We were at the back so she can just go straight to the plane without the fans going crazy.

Dallas was the first one to say good bye and I decided that I would be next.

I went up to her and held her shoulders.

"Take of yourself okay? Stay strong no matter what happens. I love you and don't forget about me"I smiled.

She hugged me and said "I love you baby forever and I will never forget you"

I nodded and looked at her again.

"I'll see you soon but hopefully not too soon." I said which earned me a confused look.

I looked away and said "I'll be in the car waiting"

I can't stay there. I just can't I can't watch her leave. Everything hurts too much. And I don't like saying good bye so I told her I'll see her soon.

I just have a feeling that I'll be gone before she comes back from her tour so I said that I hope I don't see her too soon.

You know what I mean?

One thing that keeps floating in my head is when she said "I love you baby forever and I will never forget you"

The word Forever got me thinking.

How long is Forever?

I mean Alice once asked 'How long is forever' and the White Rabbit answered 'Sometimes, its only a second'

And I know she will forget me. I mean everyone does anyways.

I can't get my hopes up.

I have to distance myself from everyone so I don't get hurt once they leave.

I love them but I'm just scared that they don't love me as much as I love them.

Then they promise that they'll never leave you.

But then promises are meant to be broken, right?

I have a feeling that I'll lose this battle.

Actually scratch that.

I know that I'll lose this battle.