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Hotel California -29

It's been a week since my mom told me what happened. I've only visited her once since then, and the doctors don't sound very hopeful. I'm afraid. I don't really know what to do. I went to the bathroom, and just put my head on the door frame. I just stood there, and thought about everything. I have to get dressed. I put on my clothes, and went to get some Pizza.

I got a whole box of pizza. I like to feed the homeless. I ate a slice in the parking lot, and handed the rest out to people who haven't eaten in days. They need it more then I do. After I handed the last piece to a guy named Steven, I got a phone call. I answered it.

"Hi, Sara. This is doctor Ortaga. Your father asked me to tell you the news," She began. "Your mother has just passed away. I'm sorry," She sounded sad. I could hear my dad in the back crying.

"Thank you for telling me. I'm on the way," I hung up quickly, and ran to my car. I ran as fast as I could with tears in my eyes. I opened the door, and drove. I tried not to drive too fast, because I don't want to get a ticket. Once I got to the hospital I ran down the hall way to my mothers room. I stood in the doorway, and looked at my dad crying in a chair. I just stood there. My dad looked over at me with the saddest eyes I've seen in my life. My heart started to beat faster. He looked back down at the floor. I breathed out, and walked in the room.

The nurses where taking the IV's out of my moms arms, and my mom had a sheet over her head. God how I could use Ryan's arms right now. My mom just died and all I'm thinking about is Ryan. What is wrong with me?

"Dad, can we get though this?" I asked almost in tears.

"Yeah. Yeah we can," Dad held me in his arms, and kissed the top of my head. How do I live like this? How do I go day to day knowing that my mom will never be there.

"Sara," The nurse said.

"Yes," I looked at her.

"She told me that when she dies I should give you this to give to a man named Ryan," She handed me a sealed envelope that said Ryan on it. I took it, and looked up at her. I looked back down. I guess I go to LA now.

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Ryan was staying at the hotel California. I got his room number, and knocked on the door. He opened it, and his eyes got wide.

"My mom's dying wish was to give this to you," I handed him the letter or whatever it was.

"Come in," He opened the door for me. I sat on the bed, and waited for him to open it. "Your mom died?" He asked sadly.

"Yes," I replied.

He sat on the chair in front of me. He opened it, and read the letter out loud. "Dear, Ryan," He began. "I want you to know that my daughter is not to be messed with. She is my life. I wish I had spent more time with her before I died. Now, I know you're reading this out loud to Sara, and I want you to stop now," Ryan looked up at me, and stopped. He read it to himself, and smiled brighter than I've ever seen him. He got up quick and said, "Let's go back home. I know what I want now. It took me your mom's approval to realize that," He smiled at me.

"So you don't care about Harry, or Justin? AKA the only other guys that showed any kind of affection to me," I said. "Ryan we can't just pick up where we left off. You left. You walked out the door. You left because you needed time. Well, you took too long. I can't just forgive you that quick. Ryan my mom just died. Did it occur to you that maybe I needed you. I left you tons of messages begging for you to come back. Ryan I needed you, and you just stayed here. Well I hope you're happy with the Hotel California. I hope it haunts you every night. The spirit of what we used to be will wake you up in the middle of the night. So welcome to the Hotel California, because you can never leave," I walked out of the room, and slammed the door.

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Based on my favorite song 'Hotel California' by The Eagles. This has been a fun chapter to write. I know it's sad and all but that's just life ya know? Anyways, thanks for reading this story!!