DEPTH OF PAIN{completed}

FIFTEEN

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Ethan's POV

The birthday chioma and I planned for patty was successful, we only made plans but we left it for fate for her to be able to come. In class when we were trying to make her feel we forgot her birthday in order to make her really surprised in the night, some girls took advantage of me smiling with them, some were asking if we can hang out, some were caressing me while some played with my hair. It was so annoying and I could feel Patty's eye on me, she was fuming and I could feel the burning flame from her head.

I made up my mind, I can't let my parents encounter with love to affect me, no matter how I try to deny it, what I feel for Patty is definitely love, I love her a lot and I'm going to tell her tonight.

When she came in the room with Chioma and kayla, I was shocked to see kayla with them but when she explained they are on good terms, I calmed. I couldn't take my eyes of patty, I chose the cloth for her, actually I followed Chioma to get the cloth, it was as if it was made perfectly for her. It brought our her shape and her long spotless leg glows, her hair was straight, fluffy and shining. She looked like an Angel that fell from heaven, my heartbeat was fast and I couldn't think straight, all I could think of is how much I love her.

I confessed my love and the party started, she blew the candles and cut the cake, she fed me, chioma and kayla as everyone clapped. The party continued until I noticed she has been standing since she came, I took her to where we shifted the couch, we say and talked for a while until my eyes caught a glimpse of someone.

I saw a girl from humanities department at the party, I saw her a week ago at freedom park, she was walking around with her phone on her ear and after she disappeared, Layla came, now she's here again.

I stood up and told patty I'll be back, I went and I searched everywhere but I didn't see the girl again "maybe it's my imagination" I said to myself and on my way back I remembered I'm yet to give Patty her gift.

I took her to my room where I kept her gift. When I saw her guitar I've always wanted to get her a new one but my stubborn girlfriend won't take a penny from me, I was so happy when she didn't reject the guitar. The happiness that flew around my body made my head float and I kissed her. The way I kissed her the made me want more, before I realise it, we've had sex and what I discovered when we were having sex made my shook. She was a virgin.

I didn't regret making love to her, I regretted the fact that I made her do it when she wasn't ready, she didn't turn me down probably because she didn't want me to be disappointed. I could see it on her face that she respects her body a lot and I defiled it.

After I took her home, I went back to prepare for my jamb examination. SSCE Examination starts next week too, this country is really a country that likes too much exams to be able to achieve something.

The basketball tournament day came and Bianca promised to be there, I looked around in the crowd but I didn't see her anywhere, I saw chioma with the cheerleaders and i went to meet her.

"Chichi" I called and she came closer.

"I can't see Patty anywhere" I whispered.

"She said she'd be here, I've been wondering why she isn't here too" she said and I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration, she promised to come watch me play.

Mr Ronald called me, the game is about to start, I kept staring at the entrances.

The game started but I couldn't concentrate, Mr Ronald started yelling at me after a while, I gave up and decided to concentrate since we are the verge of losing to our opponents.