DEPTH OF PAIN{completed}

TWENTY-TWO

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Ethan's POV

I couldn't control my anger after seeing that guy with bianca, her eyes brightened when she saw him, her smile was genuine which I've not seen since she started working with me, the guy hugged her and even kissed her in front of me. "How could she move on with her another man?" I asked myself and my inner voice answered.

"Moron! You dumped her and slept with many other woman and you expect her not to have another man" I hissed at myself. I was so mad at myself through out and I was harsh on my Butler and maids too. I tried to stop thinking of her but I couldn't, I even drank to stupor but I still couldn't stop thinking of her, the more I try to forget her, the more I think of her.

On Sunday evening, i was so down that I didn't even realise I've not eaten, I've only been drinking since yesterday, I took my keys and went to David thinking we can go clubbing together to get my mind off Bianca.

When I got there, I entered his house and I saw him sleeping. He sat up when he saw me.

"What are you doing here man?" He asked.

"I don't know, I think I'm going crazy" I said with no expression on my face.

He slumped on the bed and attempted to sleep again and I woke him up.

"If it's about work, I'm not interested, no one forced you to make yourself a workaholic" he said in a sleepy voice.

"Bianca has another man" I scratched my head in frustration and he sprang up.

"Really?" He asked

"He's so ugly and looks poor, I doubt if he can take care of her" I hissed in anger and David chuckled

"But you can take care of her right?" He teased. "When she needed your care, where were you?" He asked but I ignored him.

"I doubt if she loves that douche bag, she loves me, only me" I said again

"She loved! Loved! she loved you" he repeated emphasizing the loved. "You are just jealous Ethan" he teased again.

"I'm not, just worried about her" I exclaimed

"You still love her Ethan" David said with a stern serious tone and I stood up and went for a drink, ignoring his statement, I know I still love her but it seems fate doesn't want us together.

On Monday I woke up with a heavy heart, but I have to go to work and my chauffeur opened the car door for me to get in.

I walked into the company and everyone bowed when they saw me, I saw Bianca standing in front of the elevator and shiver ran down my spine. She's just the most beautiful woman in the world, her hair isn't curly today, it's straight and so long, she didn't notice my presence so I studied her from behind, she looked excited and happy, is she having fun with that ugly thing?" I thought, I've to get her busy so that she won't have time for her so called boyfriend.

"Good morning Mr Wellington" I heard her say, I nodded and entered the elevator when it opened, she entered with me and the elevator closed. The silence was so awkward and I was tempted to talk to her, I felt like talking to her, I felt like staring into her eyes and shower her with kisses, I felt like telling her how much I missed her, but I can't, she has someone else.

I thought of a way I could make her busy and not have time for any man. I checked the time, it's 8:05am and I smirked, I don't like any one that works form me to be late for a minute. The elevator opened and I walked towards my office. Felicity greeted and I nodded, I ordered Bianca to see me in my office after five minutes and I went into my office.