DEPTH OF PAIN{completed}

THIRTY-ONE

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Ethan's POV

I have kids! The moment I had with Bianca on her birthday six years ago resulted to two lovely children, a boy that looks like my younger self and a beautiful girl. I can't still imagine the pain and heartbreak bianca must have gone through, the biggest mistake of my life is leaving her. I pleaded and she forgave me,  I thought we can finally be together as a family until she said she can't be with me, my world crumbled before me, I can't live without her, she can't punish me this way, I tried to persuade her, until she ditched me in her living room with chioma.

"Ethan, why did you come here?" Chioma asked

"So I have kids?" I asked again

"Obviously! I guess you've seen them already, look as for me I can't forgive you for what happened six years ago, it's an unforgettable experience, we understand your side of story but let me ask you something, what if Bianca's father didn't leave her anything, how would she have cater for two kids? Huh?" She asked and I scratched my head in frustration.

"She was eighteen, an orphan with nothing, she might have forgiven you but you don't expect her to forget easily and run in your arms again, do you? Your stupidity even made me break up with the innocent David!"

"I'm sorry chioma" I apologised sincerely

"Save that for Bianca, I'll advise you to leave and talk to her later"

"Okay! Can I come take the kids out tomorrow?" I asked

"I'm not their mother, you should ask their mother" she said

"Okay, bye" I said and left their house, I called my mom to ask if she's still in my office but she informed me she's at home already, I drove home. My heart hasn't stopped beating fast since I saw my kids.

When I got home, I saw my mom and she ask me how it went. I don't know how to explain to her that she's a grandmother already.

"Ethan!" She called. "Why are you lost in thought!" She asked worriedly

"I have kids mom" I dropped the bomb and bowed my head

"What kids?"my mom asked

"I... left her pregnant mom" I said

"What!" My mom shrieked and I shook

"I had no idea, I didn't know, believe me mom" I exclaimed

"I'm a grandmother?" She asked herself. "Is it a boy or a girl?" She asked calmly and I moved back a little.

"Both" I answered

"Twin?" She yelled and Kylie rushed out

"What twin?" She asked

"Ask your brother, he has kids" my mom said angrily

"I'm an Aunt?" Kylie shrieked excitedly. "I'm an Aunt at fourteen" she  said and my mom hit her  forehead in frustration.

***

After I told my mom about the kids I never knew I had, she requested to see them immediately but when I told her that Bianca doesn't want to be with me, she went silent.

I thought of ways to win Bianca's trust but no idea came to me. I made my mom know that bianca will be at work next week, then she can see her, because suddenly taking my mom to her house to see the kids will make her feel insecure, she might think i will file a lawsuit to gain the custody of the kids which I'm never going to do.

I kept contemplating if I should visit her again today. "No, I should let her cool down, she might still be mad at me" I thought. I couldn't go to work because I know I won't be able to concentrate if i go so I stayed.