DEPTH OF PAIN{completed}

THIRTY

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Bianca's POV

"They... They... They are our...kids" I finally said and burst into another tears as Ethan went dumb. He staggered back and held his head, he looked up and stared at the kids.

"This is Raymond and Rihannon, our kids" I said again.

"This is our daddy?" Raymond asked looking up at me and I nodded, Rihannon stood up and went to Ethan and Ethan just stared at them. He's in shock.

"They are... my kids?" He asked again as he went on his kneels to be able to reach the kid's height. "My... Kids?" He asked again.

"Momma has told us a lot about you" Raymond said excitedly.

"Raymond" he called as he pointed at Raymond. "Rihannon" he did the same thing. "You two are my kids! I've kids!" He shouted happily and I smiled as I saw the happiness on my children's face. Ethan embraced them and I saw tears gush down his face, I've never seen Ethan cry before, he's always strong no matter what happens but today he let go of his ego and freed the tears.

He pecked them and promised to take them out and they shrieked happily.

"Ray! Riri! Go in!" I ordered, they embraced Ethan again before going inside. Ethan moved closer to me and hugged me tight.

"How come?" He whispered, I pulled away and made him sit.

"After what happened in school, I went home feeling shattered, I tried your phone but it wasn't reachable, kayla warned me not to go into the house, she warned me that her parent has seen the video and they'll tear me into piece, but I didn't care, I went in and they almost beat me to death, I started bleeding, I have injuries all over and they left me to die.
Chioma came in through the back door with the lawyer I accidentally entered his car, the day Layla saw us at the park, the man wanted to confront them for doing that to me, on our way to their room we overheard them talking about the inheritance my father left me. The lawyer didn't bother asking them anything, he took me to the hospital where I found out I was pregnant, I'm carrying a baby and the father is no where to be found, I cried my heart out, I kept thinking of how I'll cater for the child until Mr Nwosu, the lawyer informed me he'll retrieve my inheritance from my aunt, I tried to reach you but my effort was fruit less, after I won the case with the help of kayla, I decided to leave the country with my friends, everyone knows about the video and them seeing me with a big tummy will make the shame unbearable, I left for Canada" I explained to him and I wiped my tears with my hand.

Ethan raised my chin to look at him and he knelt as he put his head on my thigh.

"I wish I can undo the past, I wish i had not gone, I wish I had stayed to bear the shame with you, I wish I had stayed to make you smile when you got pregnant, I wish I was there when you were going through the pain of delivery, I wish I had watch the kids grow up, I wish I had abandon my ego and clear the misunderstanding the first time I saw you after six years... I need you to forgive me patty, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry" he said and I felt his tears soak my skirt and I caressed his hair.

"After I left, I couldn't live without you, I dream about you every night, I tried to forget about you and move on but I couldn't, in everything I do, it's you I think of, after two years I decided to look for you, I came to Nigeria and I went to your house, but another family has moved in, I went to chioma but her parent refuse to tell me anything thinking Layla might be trying to locate and  harm you guys.
I hired a private investigator but he couldn't find you, after a year I gave up and hoped to see you soon, I believed we'll see again, when I saw you in my office that day I was over whelmed. It was then David told me everything that happen six years ago, I never knew the video got out eventually, I'm sorry Patty" he confessed sincerely.