A Coward

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Chaeyoung's POV

As I woke up, I can already tell that I'm not in my room nor my house. I opened my eyes slowly and I was right, I again on the stupid hospital bed because I fucking fainted.

"Noona you're awake!" Jeonghun's face was the first one I saw. "Can you hear me?"

"I'm not deaf". I said and he sigh in relief.

"Chaeng". I almost rolled my eyes at the tone of his voice.

"Help me up". I said and he approached me too but I push his hands away. Jeonghun helped me up as he placed my pillow behind my back.

"Chaengie".

"Get out". I said without looking at him. "Get out of here!"

"I'm not leaving".

"Then I will!" I wanted to but Jeonghun stopped me.

"I think you should leave". I relaxed my back-back against the pillow and waited for him to get out.

I heard him sigh before walking straight out. I sigh and Jeonghun handed me a glass of water.

"Before you ask, I stumble upon them when I was in front of the elevator". I handed him back the glass. "Noona". He holds my hand making me look at him. "Mina noona is waiting outside. You should talk to her".

"Andwae!"

"Noona. Stop running away from her. Don't you think you should at least listen to what she has say?? You didn't ask before you made the decision to leave and just assume that she had someone new and moved on from you". I look down and sigh. "I'll call her in and I'm going to talk to Robert about your health". But before I could say a word the door opened revealing the only one and person who stole both my breath and heart away. He stood up and smiled at me. "I'll be back later". He hugged me and turn to her.

He even hugged her before walking out. I guess they already talked. She walk towards the chair where Jeonghun was just now and sat down. I turn away.

"C-chaeyoung-ah". Her voice that I haven't heard for a long time. "Chaeyoung". But why does she sound sad? It's full of pain. "Can y-you at least look a-at me?" Should I? "P-please". I gave in because I just couldn't stand it.

Once our eyes met, I felt like I had fallen in love again. The butterflies in my stomach. Her eyes, nose and lips. She's still as beautiful as ever though I notice that she had lost weight. I look down when I felt her hand holding mine.

"I miss you". It sounded so painful that my chest started pumping. "I really miss you". She tightened her hold and I look back up at her only to see her tears falling.

I reach my hand out to wipe her tears but I stopped when it was just inches apart. I retreat my hand because who am I to wipe her tears? We're not a couple, we broke up and I have no rights to touch her. But why do I feel like what I did was wrong?

"Chaeyoung". I sigh and pull my hand away before reaching for the tissue box on the side table.

"I told you before that I hate to see your tears". I sounded so cold towards her. It hurts me too. Why am I like this?? I was suppose to be happy having to see her with me now right? But why do I feel so much pain? "Wipe it off". I handed her the tissues and I pulled away as soon as our skin touched. "Do you have anything to say?" I asked without looking.

"C-chaeyoung-" I cut her off.

"If you don't then get out". Stupid Chaeng!

But I was pulled to face her instead. Our faces were dangerously close that I wanted to move away but a big part of me refused.

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