From having a brother that barley gives a fuck about you. To mama loving dope more then she loves her kids. A daddy that wish we ain't have the same blood running through our veins. I did what I know best and that's run and never looked back .
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I been down here a week now and I'm not feeling it I Don't know if it's the fact I Don't know nobody or I'm stuck in this house with big Mama ass she call a nigga name every ten minutes it feels like damn I'm down in the basement and she don't hesitate to call my name from up stairs Kay Kay barely be here she been with some dude named Jay I heard bout that Nigga while I was in Cali I don't know if I even want Kay Kay messing with him yeah I'm only seventeen but mutha fuckahs swear I'm older I guess it's cause I look like my bastard ass daddy an that man got kids all around the world mutha fuckah was a real rolling Stone it's crazy how me and kay Kay found out about each other I was trying to get her on my team I told her I was twenty four she pulled up on me we got to talking I don't know how the subject of our dad came up but long behold this mutha fuckah is my big sister I had to tell her I was really fifteen she punched me in my jaw something decent yeah that's my sister all of us I met so far we have short tempers and we fucked up in the head this man seems to mess all his children lives up and vanish on us after he did what he planned on doing what's with this man he like making kids then damaging them for life when my sister Kay Kay told me what our pops did to her I could have threw up this man was the devil in disguise how could he just sit there and let that happen to her big Mama don't even like bringing up his name in the house that's her only son but she tells people she has no children yeah he made me and my moms suffer but I didn't go through as much as Kay Kay did speaking of my sister she calling me right now
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Kay: you at big Mama's? Me: yeah wassup sis? Kay: I need you to come over to Jay house Me: I ain't going over there bruh yo ass know how I feel about you talking to niggas Kay: boy shut up he is different ok you know me and you know we keeps no secrets from each other if I wasn't happy I would tell you Me: what you want me to come over there for? Kay: Jay got somebody that heard your music and wants to get you a little gig to get your foot in the door Me: aye that's what up I'll be there in a minute sis Dial tone Heading to Jay house wasn't hard Kay sent me the address I put it in my GPS this nigga house was banging pulling into the driveway getting out walking up to the front door before I could even connect my knock the door opens and there's Jay with a grin on his face " wassup lil Nigga" opening the door wider so I can step in I ain't want no problems with this Nigga so I ignored his comment walking in the living room Kay Kay on the couch going through paperwork looking up " hey baby brother" patting on the spot next to her to let me know come sit by her getting over to the couch I noticed the paperwork she was going through had Def Jam Records on the top " aye what the fuck is going on" looking at Jay then to Kay Kay Jay came in with water for all of us " watch yo mouth I told you I liked your music so I made a few calls for you" sitting on the opposite side of Kay Kay and I " is them papers for me sis "of course silly you the only one with mad talent in here" pulling me into her kissing my cheek wiping her lipstick off my face " I don't know what to say to y'all" lost for words I always had bars but my sister just recently put me in the studio seems like Everything is moving so fast for me
