My head is pounding, and I feel like puking my inner organs out. I hate this feeling, though this is actually the first time I felt hung over.
"Are you okay?" was the first thing my mom said when she opened the door and saw me looking like a mess. I hate being asked if I'm okay, because I have to lie, and I fucking hate lying. I may be bitchy at times but I'm not a liar, or at least not always. I nod and step inside the familiar home I've been used to for the past few weeks. I actually had to walk here because I fell asleep at Luke's house, Luke had to walk me home, of course , and truth be told it was very awkward. None of us spoke a single word, until he said goodbye when we reached our front yard.
Ashton came into view, he's sat at the kitchen eating breakfast. He was clueless of my presence, or at least I think he is. I went straight to my bedroom and tossed myself onto my bed. I still remember what happened last night, I saw Luke fucking with his slut of a girlfriend, oh wait? They aren't official, so soon to be? After that everything went black and I don't know what happened. What did happen last night? All I remember is I downed so many drinks and passed out, but when everything went black, I could still hear muffled voices from outside.
"She's intoxicated, and we all know it was nonsense" that one I heard clearly, I just didn't know who it was because I was getting tipsy. what was nonsense?
I heard my phone ring meaning someone is calling me, I look at it and saw Asia's name flashing on it.
"Uhh Hel-" I was about to greet her but then she squealed so loud it made me take away my phone from my ear.
"Shit, oh my.. how the hell are you related to Ashton Irwin?" she yells from the other line, I got annoyed and heaved a sigh. She must've read some shit, oh well, at least I have someone to talk to.
"yeah, he's my --" she cuts me off again and said "Brother! shit, why didn't you tell me!"
"hush, Asia" I say apathetically, as I try to remain calm because my head still hurts as fuck. I heard her chuckle as I try to gather up the words I'm going to explain to her, not until this headache scrams.
"I'm not getting any younger" she says, a mixture of excitement and annoyance evident in her voice
"Fine, okay.. " I sigh in defeat and it led to me spilling up every single event with each and every detail to what happened, to me, and what's been going on lately. Minus the Luke kissed me part though, I don't know if I should tell her, yet.
"Gosh, you're so lucky to have Ashton as your brother!" She says gushing through the phone.
I did not say a word and just listen to her speak, she was--is right though, I am very very very lucky to have Ash as my brother. Not because he's famous or anything, it's because there's a great person behind that name. He'd always check up on me, make me feel better and he's been there to welcome me here, in a place where I don't know no one. But there's this part of me that sensed, that something was up, I feel like he's neglecting me.
We ended up the phone call because we had trouble hearing each other, or at least that's what she thought, though I have been pretending the whole time.
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A sigh escape from my mouth as I did not took my gaze off of the clock hanging on my bed room wall, it read 4:03 pm and I sure wish time would speed up to tomorrow. I haven't had any lunch nor a proper breakfast, and I'm amazed because my stomach isn't hurting one bit. Ashton has not said a word to me, ever since I came home and I'm weirded out by that, I'm more weirded out that he wasn't even there when I woke up at Luke's room. Everything felt different, in some way I think he doesn't want me to be around anymore. Another thing, Calum hasn't called me, nor made a call last night. I've been used to him always ringing me at night saying the most random things and end up, with me hanging.
