Death Of Me - Ryden (Finished)

12.

So I sat here, for like a few hours. Well, actually I walked through the whole house, trying to find a way in Ryan's room, but when I finally gave up, I just sat on the floor and spoke with tsuki.

Then, finally, I heard the click of a door being opened so i immediately jumped on my feed and ran to the door finding Ryan behind it.

The first reaction of him by my presence was a scream.

"Jesus fucking Christ, what are you doing here?!", He asked holding his hand on his chest.

"Sorry, I really didn't want to scare you, but you closed your window and your door was also closed, so I waited here", I simply said.

He sighed and walked into the building. Tsuki meowed  next to each making Ryan flinch again

"Why is there a cat?", He asked with wide eyes.

"That's tsuki, the cat I told you about", I said stroking her.

"Oh, and why is she here?", he asked, pressing his lips together.

"Like I said, she follows me around. I hope it's not a problem that she's here", I said, "I mean, I couldn't do anything against it."

"Yeah, it's ok", he sighed, "so what do you exactly want?"

"I don't know, hang out, talk", I said, "did you really think you would get rid of me that easily?"

"No, actually", he said, "I just hoped."

"Wow, am I that bad?", I asked him with a fake hurt expression on my face.

"No, just creepy", he said turning around to walk to his room

"Why creepy? I'm cute and fabulous. Everyone would be lucky to spend time with me", I said, following him.

"You really like yourself, don't you?", he asked, now opening the door to his room, I followed.

"Why shouldn't I? I'm the only person I'll be with forever, even when I'm dead. Wouldn't be good if I couldn't stand myself",  I answered putting my hands in my pockets.

"So you really love yourself or what? Aren't there things you hate about yourself?", Ryan asked sitting down on his bed.

"Uhm, actually I don't know... I wish I would be a bit taller sometimes, but no, I think I like myself pretty much", I answered falling on Ryan's bed, "why is this so weird for you? Don't you love yourself?"

"I don't know why I should", he answered coldly.

"What? You don't know what to love about yourself?", I asked, looking at him with a shocked expression. He's perfect. A beautiful guy.

"No, I don't", he simply answered narrowing his eyes at me.

"Ryan, really, listen to me. You have an amazing taste in music, you have a really beautiful face and your hair is amazing. You all aren't one of those bad boys or machos. You're special, and if I would be you, I think I would like me."

He opened his mouth but shut it down again.

"Speechless?", I asked him with a smirk.

And I could've sworn I saw a little blush appearing on his cheeks.

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Sorry that this chapter came a bit later then normal, but I had a few problems with uploading