Death Of Me - Ryden (Finished)

36.

Scratch.

Scratch.

Scratch.

I flinched slightly and tightened my grip around Ryan, to hold him closer to me, not too tight of course, I didn't want to strangle him.

Scratch.

Scratch.

I opened my eyes slowly, these damn noises woke me up in the middle of the night.

Scratch.

This was enough, I turned around to the window and I think I got a small heart attack.

"Jesus fucking christ, this cat is a stalker!", I cursed out loud when I saw tsuki scratching on Ryan's window.

"..what..?", Ryan mumbled next to me. Shit I woke him up.

"Tsuki is here", I answered sighing.

"What?", he asked again, now a little bit more awake.

"She's scratching your window", I said, causing his eyes to widen.

"What?!", he asked wide awake.

Scratch.

"Didn't you hear this noise?", I asked.

"Actally not, I just woke up because of you", he said.

"So someone could break into your house and you wouldn't notice?", I asked.

"Like you did?", he asked, causing me to sigh.

"Yes, exactly like I did! Now let's go to the cat", I said, already walking over to the window, "look, she's vandalizing just for me to come. Not everyone would do this. "

"I would vandalize for you", Ryan said, smiling.

"Really?"

"No."

"You're a dork", I said, rolling my eyes.

"I know, but you're the dork who likes the dork, so who's the dork?"

"That were too many dorks in one sentence, do you know that moment when you say a word too often, that it looses it's meaning to you?", I asked while Ryan walked over to me, to look at the cat behind the window.

"Dork, dork, dork, dork", Ryan said smiling, "yeah, it really looses it's meaning!"

"Ok, can you open the window and bring her in?", I asked, causing him to nod.

He did as I said and leaned the window for the black cat to come into his room.

"She really missed you, didn't she?", Ryan asked, looking at the cat, which purred when she saw me.

"Yeah, I guess."

Buy instead of staying in Ryan's room she purred one time and jumped out of the window.

"Oh god, maybe she doesn't like you that much anymore", Ryan chuckled, "maybe she's suicidal."

"Ryan, are you high? And there is nothing funny about that ", I asked.

"No, just tired and I say weird things when I'm tired, don't blame me", he said a small smile on his face, "do you think she's alright?"

"Of course she is. Cats always land on their paws", I explained, "maybe she wants us to follow her."

"It's in the middle of the night, I'm not gonna follow a cat that just jumped out of my room", he groaned.

"Maybe that's a hint! Maybe were close to something!", I said excited.

"Brendon, this isn't some crime cartoon, this is serious and I won't follow a cat", he said, his lips pressed together.

Purr.

"You heard that?! She's waiting for us to come!", I said smiling.

"You're really living in your own movie, aren't you?"

"Yeah, I do, problem?", I said crossing my arms.

"Oh, Jesus, let's just go to your stalker cat before she starts cursing us for ignoring her", he said rolling his eyes, already wanting to go outside.

"Are you going like that?", I asked pointing at his clothes, just boxers and a t-shirt.

"Oh, you're right", he said, grabbing a black sweater and a pair of black skinny jeans.

Without hesitating he took of his shirt, causing me to gulp.

Look away.

Look away.

Damnit. I kept staring hat his half naked body, biting my lip without realising it. I wanted to step closer, closing the distance between us.

Ryan looked up, meeting my eyes. A smirk appeared on his perfect face, causing me to melt.

He took a few steps forward. I began to breath faster and faster with every step he took.
I felt nervous, but why? I didn't know, I just knew that it felt right somehow.

He came closer and when we were just a few inches apart he said:

"You know that it's pretty obvious you're staring."

And with that he turned around and took his t-shirt with his pair of skinny jeans, leaving me speechless behind. He didn't look me in the eyes while he dressed himself up, but I saw a small grin on his face.

"You're gonna stand there forever?", he asked when he was ready to go.

And without anything else said we both walked down to tsuki.

*****

THIS IS IMPRTANT, READ IT.

Ok, I have an idea.... which is that I'm planning to do a one shots-christmas-emo-ships book and I need your help.

I would publish one chapter for 24 days, starting on 1.12 and it obviously ends on 24.12.

Would you guys read it? And if yes, do you know any Christmas songs, or scenarios I could write about, because 24 one shots are a lot. If you have an idea, please dm me or write it in the comments, you'll definitely be mentioned in the chapter if you want to.

And what ships should I write about? Just ryden would be a lot and slightly boring, so if you have any wishes please write me.

IM BEGGING YOU TO HELP ME, I NEED YOU!!!!♡♡♡♡♡

Well, that was it for now, enjoy your day/night.
I love you♡

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