Move On And Run (COMPLETED)

Chapter 19 "Feeling weak"

*Mariyah POV*

1 week pass. My life went great, but my hair started to fall, my head started to hurt a lot, my body felt weak, I often sleep in class and my grades drop from B grade to U grade. For this few days a lot of people commenting me that I was too skinny, but when I look in the mirror I don't find what's so skinny about me but I'll just ignore, maybe they are just jealous.

For this few days, I can't forget about the time that I kissed Dustin. Everytime I kept on thinking about that moment, my face always started to blush and smiling like an complete idiot.

This morning, I wake up and weight myself on a scale with naked body and I reach 53kg. I was so happy, that I reach more than my goal. I look at the mirror still feeling so horribly fat and disgusting like how I used to.

I get out of my scale, take a shower and doing my morning routine as usual, I then wear my white hoddie, and a little make up on. I then went to the kitchen seeing my parents were having their breakfast and I grab blueberries on the fridge and eat like 5 of them and drink 1 cup of water.

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"Mariyah" a familiar voiced called my name. I turn my head behind and seeing Sarah was approaching me "oh God mariyah, you look so tired"

"Maybe a little weak, but I'll get better soon" I reply with a tired raspy voice

"Do you want to rest at the sick bay?" Sarah ask

"no" I snap "I'm fine, I really am fine"

"Well okay, take care of yourself babe, I'm going to my math class"

"Sure take care"

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I walk to my next lesson with a blurry vision and a headache bugging me. I walk while holding the side wall to prevent me from falling. It was a really quiet place where there is no one. I should be in my english lesson 25 minute ago. I walk and walk, suddenly I feel someone bump and hit my shoulder.

"Watch where you going" said a familiar deep voice. I cramped my eye a little to see who was it, I look closely and it was Dustin

"Excuse me, but the one that should be apologising is you Dust bin" I snapped him.

"Whatever, stop calling me that" he roll his eyes.

I look at the floor my head is getting more hurt ,I feel so dizzy and out of balance. I then feel both hands grab both side of my arms preventing me from falling

"Woah are you ok?" Dustin ask sounded so worried. I push his hands away and

"I'm fine" I said

"No you're not ok" said Dustin "I'm taking you to the sick bay"

"I said I'm fine" I roll my eyes "I'm going back to class"

As I walk away from him, leaving him behind. I suddenly felt so dizzy and fell down,lying on the ground. I heard my name being shouted, I open my eyes and it was Dustin with a blurry vision running towards me, I then black out.